Lilith's Manga

I can’t I wasted my time reading this I already knew the plot would’ve been the same as others but i dont get the mother’s reason for running away like u already had two others kids with him what difference would a third child do? if u were so worried abt his obsession you should’ve noticed way before u married n had three kids what are you running for?? what did running away get u anyway? poverty ? like you had u and ur child living in the worse way possible like no absolute logical reason behind it also i get that the FL didnt live past 18-19 but she has lived 99 other lives ?? couldn’t she atleast have a bit more backbone? like where did her personality from the first few chapters go? also it didnt make sense how she wasn’t that affected by her mothers death like she was sad for like one chapter and they rest no effect whatsoever also her father??? Im even gonna try to explain why bro is bad that it gives me a headache This has got to one of those manwhas thats so illogical at times that it makes u wanna drop it like im not even trying to be a hater its just so fucking frustrating how things dont make sense i have so many more things to say but at this point im just ranting and venting sorry