TheClassPresident's Things

Did you lose female friends or your female friends started becoming distant when you came out to them?? Were they as comfortable with you as before? Is it normal to feel guilty that I'm somehow taking advantage of my female friends when they act physical (hug, touch or are comfortable in changing clothes in front of me) despite not having any sort of sexual thoughts about them? Or is this some form of internalized homophobia?

And by nerd I mean kids who do well academically. I've actually never seen anyone bully smart people around me bro, but I see it all the time in western movies. Even online, I saw a video of a kid who could calculate really fast, i think he set the world record, and people in the comments were dissing him saying that he probably has no social life. Wtf ??
The stereotype of a "ugly nerd character" in western movies, very different than asian media, where the bullied nerd is usually an otaku and not the super smart guy.
even the popular kids in my school were the ones who were good-looking, good at studies, good at sports, a Mary Sue type of person. And the good at studies was the crucial part here, you could look like a celeb and kids wouldn't hype you up but if you were mildly attractive with good grades you get treated like a god or smth.

Haven't read a good bl in a while and shoujo isn't able to satisfy what I'm looking for here. Any old man yaoi y'all?? Or even a shoujo with significant age gap(both parties must be of age) don't bother recommending the already popular stuff in the genre I've read it all I'm looking for really bottom of barel kinda thing. Would love if the ml actually looks his age but that's hard to find in manga. (Preferably sfw but I can tolerate nsfw too), also would give anyone my first born child if they recommend me yuri that has this premise.

Why is it when the characters are talking the audio is so low and muffled, and I've never encountered this with movies in my native language or even in Korean dramas, like I don't even understand korean but I can hear every syllable pronounced clearly?? Actually they talk a bit too loudly ngl. it because english is my second language or just a way english is spoken? Is this exclusive to a specific genre of movies?? And I'm pretty sure this is only a thing in movies because I can understand native English speakers on YouTube pretty well. Maybe old age has caught up with me and I'm finally losing my hearing??

I am shaking with rage while typing this but I really need to get this off my chest. There is is guy i know, not a friend just an acquaintance because he's the son of a family friend and this fucking whore of a man just posted an Instagram story of a picture of me and him, with the caption "my valentine" (I got indigestion when I saw this), we took this pic at a party 6 months ago, mind you this was a group picture with 4 more people but that fucking worm fucking cropped it and made it seem like just two of us, stupid me for standing near him. Absolutely disgusting behaviour because why are you going around posting pictures of me without me FUCKING CONSENT AND MAKING IT SEEM LIKE WE'RE DATING, and when people asked him he's saying "oh we're super close friends heh" and worst of all he's been texting all the guys I've had even the tiniest contact with telling them to stay away for days. my friends are going crazy and my girls are spamming my dms thinking I was actually dating him. Like 4 different people have called me in past hour because of this. I have to text people explaining that this is all on his part and I never agreed to this and i don't even know him well oh god pls delete this man from the gene pool, god of lighting strike him down because this is so embarassing, I've deleted all my sns because of shit like this I've stopped associating with my past classmates and I still get involved into drama. I swear the next time I see him I will castrate him in front of his parents and serve them his balls for dinner. And worst of all, his MOM FOLLOWS HIM brother if she finds about this she will tell my mom and my mom will tell father and my life will be over, he's super strict and will think that it's my fault i just know he never listens. This is divine retribution for all the times I've sinned in my past life.