TheClassPresident's Things

Can be about anything.

Did you lose female friends or your female friends started becoming distant when you came out to them?? Were they as comfortable with you as before? Is it normal to feel guilty that I'm somehow taking advantage of my female friends when they act physical (hug, touch or are comfortable in changing clothes in front of me) despite not having any sort of sexual thoughts about them? Or is this some form of internalized homophobia?

And by nerd I mean kids who do well academically. I've actually never seen anyone bully smart people around me bro, but I see it all the time in western movies. Even online, I saw a video of a kid who could calculate really fast, i think he set the world record, and people in the comments were dissing him saying that he probably has no social life. Wtf ??
The stereotype of a "ugly nerd character" in western movies, very different than asian media, where the bullied nerd is usually an otaku and not the super smart guy.
even the popular kids in my school were the ones who were good-looking, good at studies, good at sports, a Mary Sue type of person. And the good at studies was the crucial part here, you could look like a celeb and kids wouldn't hype you up but if you were mildly attractive with good grades you get treated like a god or smth.

Haven't read a good bl in a while and shoujo isn't able to satisfy what I'm looking for here. Any old man yaoi y'all?? Or even a shoujo with significant age gap(both parties must be of age) don't bother recommending the already popular stuff in the genre I've read it all I'm looking for really bottom of barel kinda thing. Would love if the ml actually looks his age but that's hard to find in manga. (Preferably sfw but I can tolerate nsfw too), also would give anyone my first born child if they recommend me yuri that has this premise.

Why is it when the characters are talking the audio is so low and muffled, and I've never encountered this with movies in my native language or even in Korean dramas, like I don't even understand korean but I can hear every syllable pronounced clearly?? Actually they talk a bit too loudly ngl. it because english is my second language or just a way english is spoken? Is this exclusive to a specific genre of movies?? And I'm pretty sure this is only a thing in movies because I can understand native English speakers on YouTube pretty well. Maybe old age has caught up with me and I'm finally losing my hearing??