I have only read the specials, so I had no idea the main story is so serious and angsty.... It is also nice to see a yaoi character struggling so much with his identity.bI am going to actually start this story....
I think it goes natural so far. Since JK is an a**hole, it makes sense he can't really do a proper redemption move yet. I bet he will slowly understand it's nothing like he experienced before and will have to learn to act differently that might feel off his nature for him.
...or is this just snippets of corn?