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This is low key stressing me out. Like God damn, the way the word f*gg*t keeps getting spit out of Iltak's mouth is kinda pissing me off. No hard feelings. His homophobia chart is overloaded. He's built like a twink, yet talks like Andrew Tate. I kinda feel bad of Hyungwoo. In his pov, Iltak acts like a fairy or something lovely or whatever. However, in Iltak's Pov of Hyungwoo. He sees him as a creep and is disgusted.(well, now that he is aware of Hyungwoo's feelings). I understand Iltak in some typa way. He grew up as a bully and wants to continue on being a bully, so in his own understanding of the world; Being gay is a discrimination and being a bully can seem cool?. His mindset is somewhat uhhh difficult to shape if you don't resort to violence. GOSH. I don't how I can continue with this story, since the flow is stressing me out. As much as I want to see Iltak being railed. I want him to learn his lesson first and understand that being gay is fine.(I still rated this 5*, since the author did a really good job portraying the characters and at some point got under my skin.) I'm attached to this story in a weird way, it's so unrealistic that it's funny. Especially the milk part. Lmao. (I'm so so sorry to person reading this. I just had to let out my thoughts.) （/TДT)/