A man with a particular fetish fears how his impulses and sexuality will ruin those he loves and has...
I highly recommend asada nemui for they have many fucked up masterpieces. They are amazing with coming up with stories in all types of scenarios that are unconventional but super interesting and engaging. Deen my love is not super fucked up but its a about a man dealing with his fucked up urges to brutally beat up his romantic interests and sexual partners and gets off on that which leads to him repressing himself and isolating himself because he is a danger to others and hates himself for it.