bakaneko's Things

you're doing great, realizing your own positive and negative points is really good because then you'll be able to place what kind of people you're most suitable to be close with. i'm 26 now, and i lost all my friends except for my senior high school bestfriends. bc they're the most patient, understanding, and not demanding. we always jokingly call......   reply

i hate it when my needy bestfriends, instantly ex-bestfriends, take advantage of my love languages (act of service and word of affirmation) too far. like they start to openly wanting me to act like their lover- not as a joke and demanding me to prioritize them over my family. there's only so far they can go with being THAT needy to me. they should ......   1 reply

i tried to kms 3 different times throughout my senior years of high school after my adoptive mom suddenly passed away. obviously failed all 3 and to this day that i'm 26 i can't explain how devastatingly DISAPPOINTING when i still woke up in the morning after every attempts. so i stopped trying bc i figured no matter how hard i tried to die, if God......   reply