Dear Cestelle,
A continuation to my prior post. As of right now, on Wednesday 5th March 2021 at 1:56pm, I am still very much blocked. Perhaps I phrased things a little strange in my other question, that was only due to how shocked I was. Please empathise. I only did so because someone I really liked had blocked me, it came at a shock to me, I'm sad now. What did I want? I wanted you to unblock me, or was that all? Perhaps, I wanted a reason, an explanation, validation. I guess, I wanted to be friends... But, it seems since I am still blocked, you must detest me, loath me, and it hurts. Rejection is no stranger to me, truthfully. Was it that much to hope that I could, for once, be accepted? You know what they say "I was the sun, yet you were searching for the moon" Coming to terms with the reality that we will just be perfect strangers with memories is difficult, but it is a journey I must partake. It hurts knowing I will be nothing more that a fleeting thought to you, but I will heal eventually. Thank you for everything you've done, all the times you've made me laugh, smile, cry, it has truly been a wonderful time. But alas, this is goodbye.
Sincerely Erectile Dysfunction.
PS. your "smh" will always be carried close to my heart
