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So there is this old guy I have been chatting with online he is a pedophile ish? he is 34 and we have been chatting with each other for almost 2 months now and he said he wants to have sex I am still young ish? of course I knew this is a red flag and asked for his id and identity verification just for safety and sent it to my friend for safety purposes. but I feel guilty if i do it with him cause he already have a child... almost my age and I just feel gross with the the thought he might even fuck his child. should I do this? he is already divorced and have his kid with the mother. I am also eager to get fucked by him cause we already did video sex.. and I kinda think he is safe also super handsome he even have this beard that is slightly prickly looking kinda faded if you get what i mean.No I can not talk this with my family my dad knows im gay though but my mom would kill me. dad is slightly supportive but I will still not tell him about what I want to do.... cousin is just straight bitch who would expose everything I do