God i hate when bl use rape as "karma" jesus fucking christ. the teacher is a monster but the author decides that after the teacher gets beat up by the main love intrests they add a scene where they get abducted, beat up, and raped? god this author is disgusting, rape is never okay.
Don't use rape as a revenge method, really shitty.
This story had potential but it's so hard to understand whats going on most of the time. I made it a point to atleast read half of the story before doing anything rash, but god, it felt like a chore to read through the chapters. the author frequiantly adds scenes and storylines that get abruptly cut short for no reason and then "continues" those storylines with some half-assed "flashbacks" which feels unnecessary.
Although I haven't read through the whole thing yet, it just feels like poor pacing and the author places too much trust in the reader to understand what the hell's going on.
Cuz in chapter 5 he said that he still loves her, but
If you truly and wholeheartedly love someone, that doesn't go away with death. If the next person you're with can't understand that a piece of your heart went to the grave with them and the have the audacity to be jealous of a dead person; you might want to move on. I know from personal experience. I was widowed at a young age.
I think this shows the beauty of finding love again after suffering the most crushing heartbreak you could ever imagine. Why shouldn't be be allowed to find love and happiness again? Why should he forget the love he had for his wife that gave him his beautiful daughter?