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the sex scene is good but I can't even enjoying it ..... instead I'm just hurting more than necessary... since I've read the novel I know I won't be happy for the few next chapter *sigh. redemption arc supposed to be enjoyable and satisfying but instead I am hurting well I like angst so I'm not gonna complain
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no he's not. yoon is just so obsessed with jaehan. I mean crazy in love that he couldn't careless about what's going to happen to him *cough. in the next chapter we see heegyoom treating jaehan like lovers and flirting with jaehan. hoping that jaehan will love him lol. but like the other who haven't read the novel we would think like jaehan, heegyoom is so sus. just like jaehan, heegyoom think if he confessed their relationship will end right there and they won't meet again. since jaehan is a person who's out of his reach. but heegyoom only an ordinary film director who haven't debut yet. unlike jaehan who have a higher power. so while they're at it heegyoom use their hwadae relationship to his advantage
anyway there's gonna be a painful misunderstanding for a really long time . I mean there's still fluff but it's painful. but istg after their confessions I just can't my heart is overloaded by their cuteness however it's still a long way to go. so good luck (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ it's worth the wait owo
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even the sex scene hurting me so much TTT what did I do to deserve this. I'm so sad .I just wanted to cry.... uh sob.... huhuhu jaehan....why are you hurting me this way.... I like the fact theyre meeting each other but I'm just hurt more.... jaehan I wanted to hug you... no I mean chibi jaehan since I think I don't have the gut to hug the non chibi jaehan
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yes I don't understand Korean or so. so when I buy the raw I am satisfied just by looking at the drawing. these recent chapter heegyoom and jaehan is just so cute ngl especially the latest chapter. I read the novel too long ago so maybe I kind of remember(?) what they're talking about. and then there's this part where heegyoom and jaehan having a conversation and I forgot what they're talking about so I went to check the dialogue with translator app. soo there's bad news...... and I recognize which dialogue it's as soon as I read it, in which part of the novel it's....sigh I -
author nim TT I thought it'll be later TT I can't believe it'll be this soon TTT *cries. they just reconcile author nim TT how dare you make my kokoro full of anxiety this fast not long after the reconcile.... so there's angst or drama later around chapter 33 or 34 or 35. don't know exactly what chapter which contains drama but I'm pretty sure it's one of them. the start of drama TTT. it's the peace before storm ╥﹏╥
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the latest chaper of the manhwa the convo they're having is they're talking about how jaehan wanted to go to the shooting place but heegyoom telling jaehan to not to do that since jaehan might be tired after all the sex they been doing that day. and the chapter ended with that convo. they talk really cute lol.
in the novel ( the manhwa ver haven't been released yet tho it's still chapter 32) after they have this convo tomorrow jaehan secretly went to the shooting place to see heegyoom from afar. but one of the staff recognise jaehan present and bring him to the shooting place. heegyoom who noticed jaehan is suprised by it. heegyoom tell jaehan he wanted to talk one by one with jaehan. so they went to the parking lot. heegyoom look troubled by jaehan sudden present even tho heegyoom already forbid jaehan before. on their way to the parking lot jaehan saw the actor from the first chap. it's the actor whom jaehan crushed their career but how is the actor could be in the shooting place?? especially heegyoom action by why heegyoom really forbid jaehan from coming is really sus
info about the actor : so the actor came from industry which is famous by where the actor sell their body to get sponsored on to get movie roles or etc and most likely not get sponsored by their own hardwork. and jaehan despise that kind of people
and just like yk jaehan raised by having people who wanted to use jaehan. using jaehan as an opportunity. considering jaehan position which is really influential. so no pure human around him. ofc no one get the chance to use him since he was raised to stand above others and not to be dragged down lol. explained why jaehan have trust issues and big ego
jaehan disappointed by heegyoom. jaehan is mad. but jaehan love heegyoom. that's why jaehan wanted to support heegyoom career. but that actor.... why heegyoom bring that actor ? jaehan feel betrayed even tho they themselves is not in relationship.
why heegyoom really forbid jaehan from coming ? ok so jaehan feel heegyoom is sus. heegyoom explain that he really need that actor. but jaehan just can't trust heegyoom. then jaehan never contact heegyoom till the movie shooting ended. 6 month later was it ? idk how much but jaehan got invitation to watch the movie before it releases in public at theatres
it's sus that heegyoom unexpectedly treat jaehan like a lover. it's sus that heegyoom acting really caring toward jaehan. why is heegyoom so gentle and soft toward jaehan ? rather than make jaehan comfortable it makes him feel so uneasy with that kind of treatment. perhaps heegyoom wanted to use jaehan ? jaehan is hurt thinking if heegyoom really just wanted to use jaehan just like other people around him. nonetheless jaehan love heegyoom. so as you finished reading this whole damn essay ( p.s I'm sorry) season 2 will be about jaehan x trust issues lololol. that's the cause of the drama which will be happening
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I could have gone on tkor but I bought then on bomtoon and idk what's going on. They were... Spolier!!!
Having sex. Like everything is okay. Director Yoon called our MC and he dropped whatever he was doing and went to see him. Also he is staying in that apartment our MC bought him. Iam convenienced our MC is dreaming. Tbh it's good to be true hahahaha
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ah btw spoiler.... no heegyoom didn't even try to use jaehan. Sorry to make you misunderstood. since heegyoom himself is the type of a person who wanted to be successful by his own hardwork just like what they (yk the ceo who's heegyoom friend right? who's 10 years older than heegyoom) say a few chap ago
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idk but like heegyoom just didn't care anymore no matter what jaehan will do lol. as long as he could stay with jaehan. yk right that heegyoom love jaehan so much. as long as he could stay with jaehan he didn't give a f if their relationship only based on hwadae thingy. idk man..... I'm just gonna say even so there's many drama going to happen lol
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even though the moment between ethan and gray is only a bit I still really like it since the plot is really interesting uwu. the pacing in this story is really good owo
and omo TTT ethan and gray is a definition of perfection in the bl yaoi couple world I've read. they're very sweet and cute TTT like no drama and so on. they're character is just so lovable and fluffy. like the only perfection in this manhwa. they deserve the whole world. do yk sign ? they're like them
ah btw have you read dark heaven ? this manhwa gave a slightly dark heaven vibe but the different is this story is not heavy ( or so I guess even though there's an angst but it's not that bad I guess ?) and is much more light hearted.
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I am such a hypocrite I know it's really rude to enter other people's memory especially if it triggering them but I can't help but having heart ache when gray started to get unconscious. like I am not mad at blaire since he deserves to be mad . it's just idk every time I see gray being hopeless or sum my heart just ache it's just sad TT..... like huhuhu gray lemme give ya a hug ಥ‿ಥ
idk if this mc is stupid I mean pardon me for my rude word . *cough cough..... I mean the mc doesn't use her brain. she lacking knowledge or she doesn't have enough brain capacity . second life ??? fuc* that I believe she still a young adolescent girl. quick to assume things and all. if she were a close friend of mine I'll straight up telling her ' you can't use your mouth do you ? or you can't function your mouth properly? hey jubelian don't you know that all human have the same brain capacity ? perhaps.... you're actually abnormal ?' ( I'm sorry to sound toxic. but seriously she's getting on my nerves.not justifying my toxic behaviour tho )
I can see your point, but she's not the only one. Her dad is much older n still can't seem to express himself to his daughter. If you look at her childhood, how little her dad communicates to her, and the fact that it did look like he abandoned her to prison last life, I can't blame her for thinking her dad hates her. Honestly I'm wondering if a lack of communication is generic for those 2.
Also is still young, it's not like she went back very far for her second try. Considering her upbringing I can't blame her to much for this. Though I admit to finding it a tad annoying. I think EVERYONE needs to communicate better, not just her.