RedBell's Manga

I want her to not rely on everybody else and why would she try to be the saint or crown princess again and why does she want her family to love her when they have treated her like a piece of sh*t!? I don't like it when the personality of the mc is so vague, one second she is scared, then looking evil, then smart, then dumb and so on. A way more solid personality is needed to even make it interesting.