Peachyblue want to read (All 9)
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I don't think I can read any further, it's not my cup of tea and it's very fucked up as a story. Yes the writing is good, but the plot themes are too heavy and quite disturbing.They both need so much help and so far the rape/torture/abuse is just.. a lot. I frankly couldn't root for them because obviously. They both sucked but Sung Ho is just wrong for what he's done. I don't know why I continued so far tbh, cuz there's no coming back and maybe i just wanted to end it becomes the way it's written was good but nah, man. It's not for me, since ch 1.
I'm stopping at Ch.44. How does this end? A brief summary would help cuz I'm honestly done :'/
I have just finished reading it… Warning for spoilers obv
Basically, Sungho, the rapist and kidnapper, commits suicide after Dohyung, the victim, tells him to fuck off as he is just a rapist and he should just kill himself. He gets hospitalized and is alive after a surgery. Dohyung then realizes he wants to be with him and can’t live without him, because being outside of the warehouse means no freedom for him, as he is alone in this fucked up world. There are some drama between the two of them, Sungho wants to give himself up to the police, but all evidences of the warehouse are destroyed in a fire which Dohyung caused. In the end they..pretty much get back together and we have a “happy ending” with no more violence or rape. (I hope I wrote the names correctly…(￣∇￣"))
Oh god, thank youu so much I needed this spoiler. Suicide and stockholm syndrome, damn. Man, wow. That's fucked up. What a story.
Each Suhyeok went back to his respective timeline.
The ending was Jinwoo saying "don't go" to Suhyeok from the present. So they're still together. The entire time when faced with a younger Suhyeok , Jinwoo just felt tired, wondered what's the point of holding onto the Suhyeok in front of him because there's eventually going to be break up and they're not going to be with each other. It felt that he was too spent to be in touch emotionally with himself, not even realising the hurt inside him. That's why the ending was him pushing all that aside, now understanding just how hurt and broken he had been feeling without Suhyeok, seeing his love for him and finally truly holding onto him.
The last two chapters were Suhyeok's pov: he felt that Jinwoo didn't love him, fell out of love and just stuck with him begrudgingly. He started to believe that he loved Jinwoo more but Jinwoo did love him, always had loved him and showed him the same; the fatigue was never an excuse for hating him it was truly just fatigue. Jinwoo on the other hand saw his perspective from the last 10 years, 5 years, to now. That Suhyeok has always loved him, had him in his eyes but his fatigue and emotional absence turned him away. They still loved each other. That's why in the end they fell asleep facing other showing that they both now remember each other and the 10 years they spent together.
( Also the present Jinwoo couldn't remember what 18 year Suhyeok or even Suhyeok in general liked (meat that is). But when the present Suhyeok met 24 year old Jinwoo, before work got him tired, he still remembered it) It just shows that the present Jinwoo didn't fall out of love, or hate him; he had let life get in between, forgotten to make space for Suhyeok, which is still very sad and honestly how break ups happen really but the thing was they both realised that they both felt that there was no love between them or the other person hated them but it was still there and all those memories and years helped them realise just how much the other mattered to them. That's why they got back together.