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youraedthiswrogn July 5, 2025 1:21 pm

This starts off with a typical transmigration beginning. Modern girl gets transported into a book she read and wants to go home. The book is a dark tragedy, she's possessed the villainess of the story who kidnaps and then brainwashes the third prince, Magnus, using drugs that shatter his mind and her own unique dream controlling powers to repeatedly give him nightmares to control him. She turns him into her "beast", he no longer remembers his past and thinks he's her property. MC wakes up after Illiana has already done this to Magnus. She decides to give him the antidote for the drugs and put distance between them for a time by doing priest training for 2 years. She knows that he will escape and become Emperor, falling in love with the FL, Cheryl, and making her Empress. She just wants him to be happy and thinks the story must progress for that.

In the 2 year gap, Magnus leaves the cabin he was trapped in to try and find Illiana. To do this he decides to become Emperor and sign a contract with the powerful darkness spirit, Nox, to gain enough power to fulfill his ambitions. He sets out thinking he just wants revenge on Illiana for abandoning him when she left for the priest training. He stumbles upon Cheryl when he escapes and she nurses him to health like expected. Illiana finishes her training and returns to the capital to fulfill her role in the plot, Magnus is supposed to see her at the ball she's been invited to. Magnus invited all the nobles to find Illiana. There's some plot threads added in where it's suggested that Illiana was abused by her father, but there's a weird discrepancy between what it looks like and how he acts towards her. Anyways, Magnus finds her at the ball and more plot threads are revealed that Magnus and Cheryl seem to be working together. She knows he's looking for the woman who kidnapped him. He tears her away from her father against their wills and declares she will be his Empress, she just sort of goes with it after some time because she knows what Illiana did to him. There's some internal struggle for her because she is not Illiana, but knows all that happened. So she's irritated at the unfair treatment, but also understanding and giving in. He wraps her in complete sensory deprivation, she discovers her dream power because of this and meets Raphael and Billy in Raphael's dream. This is how she gets through without breaking. Her and Magnus get closer as time passes. He's adamant he wants revenge, but his actions don't always match. He seems confused.

Illiana is Empress-to-be for awhile, she becomes friends with Cheryl assuming Magnus will end up with her, though Cheryl tells her she's not interested in Magnus and is actually in love with the duke. While she's here she starts looking into the dark land because she thinks it will help her return home. She notices that Illiana's feelings for Magnus seem to be growing stronger in her, she gets very overwhelmed seeing others with Magnus. She starts to feel like she's becoming Illiana. Eventually she starts getting memories back and, turns out, she wasn't abused by her father, she was crazy and self harmed to protest her mother. Illiana was a religious zealot who believed her mother was a demon because the empire is prejudiced against the "dark land". Her parents couldn't get through to her. She became depressed because she thought she is a demon because of her blood and felt she couldn't be saved. She met a priest who accidentally implanted the idea in her head that if she, as a demon, killed a demon, that god would be appreciative of her. So she plans to kill her family. That's how the original story ends how it does. She plans to die with her family to save herself in God's eyes, her family is killed in front of her, but instead of dying like she wants to, Magnus kept her alive in a recreation of the cabin and she dies of starvation in there.

What else was revealed by her regaining her memories? That the modern girl is actually Illiana's reincarnation. She happened to find her own story and her new life experiences made her able to recognize how unfair she was. She questioned why Illiana did that. When she died, the god Regneva took her soul and decided to send her back into her last life to change the story. Regneva took interest in how she'd changed from one life to the next and how her new clarity made her question "Illiana"'s actions. MC falls in love with Magnus herself, but struggles with accepting it, thinking he plans to torture her for revenge.

Illiana's father sends her a letter with a picture of the cabin, letting her know Magnus rebuilt it. She thinks he's still planning to torture her, but he'd changed his mind. Cheryl had been talking with him and made him realize his feelings for Illiana. That it's not just revenge. She runs away with the help of her father and some dark landers via a portal to the dark land made by her mother. Turns out the dark land is just a normal place and the narrative is actually the opposite of reality, they're actually holding the darkness back in Sidus. It's just expanding because of the dark god sealed there. She makes up with her parents there and decides to speak with Magnus once more, she learns that the ending of the original timeline where her parents died was just an illusion her parents created to give her what she wants. Her parents knew she was trying to kill them, but they loved her and pretended to die because she was not able to be reasoned with. Iliana realizes the depths of her parents' love for her. Magnus blazes a trail into the dark land looking for her and ends up waking up the dark god in Sidus. Regneva reveals that Magnus never wanted her to die, even in the original timeline. That he despaired when he found out. She realizes that she misunderstood things. That he did actually love her even then. She uses her dream powers to reach him and break him free and then Regneva takes the dark god away and brings light back to the land. Cheryl and the Duke are in love, he is finally forced to confront his own feelings for her in the chaos. Billy and Raphael are meeting in reality now.

youraedthiswrogn June 12, 2025 11:00 pm

First and foremost, if you're disgusted by incest vibes in fiction then this one isn't for you. They aren't blood related, but grew up calling each other brothers because they only had each other. Seungdo saved Yegeon from the orphanage director and raised him himself. Same with rape, it's pretty plentiful in this... But there IS a story under there and it's sad...

Seungdo (MC) is an orphan who's raised his brother Yegeon (ML) since they were both in the orphanage. The director of the orphanage was a pedophile, Seungdo protected Yegeon from him by putting himself in the way. When the director started looking at Yegeon he took Yegeon and ran away from the orphanage. Eventually Seungdo met this bar owner guy, real piece of shit, that tried to get him into prostitution and drugs. Seungdo was really young at the time, basically an impressionable teenager. The bar owner was attracted to him and wanted to trick him into sex. He told the guy he wouldn't work there at first, but then Yegeon needed tuition, so Seungdo agreed to "work" there (prostitution) and let the bar owner take his virginity and train his body for sex with men. He got Seungdo addicted to drugs so he'd stay there too.

Backstory out of the way. By the time the story starts, Seungdo has already stopped working at the bar, though he is still sleeping with men for money. The story opens with him having sex with a man for money. He gets a text from the bar owner, who is trying to get him to come back, he tells him that he has the drugs and Seungdo agrees to do one more job for the drugs. Turns out that the client was actually Yegeon, who was trying to see if his brother was still working at the bar. He knows that Seungdo has been whoring himself out for his sake since they were young and he's trying to catch him in the act so he can bring him back.

Seungdo has MAJOR self esteem issues after having whored himself out and given his tattoos/general way of life. He wants Yegeon to have a normal life, but feels like he's a stain on Yegeon's life, so when he's caught he decides to try and leave his life right then and there. He tells Yegeon to leave him alone and that he's living like that because he wants to. That he likes drugs and sleeping with men, he wants Yegeon to forget him and leave him behind. Yegeon doesn't know what to do, so he says "then I'll do it" and ravishes him while Seungdo protests and ends up giving him higher quality drugs himself so he won't go back to the bar. This starts their sexual relationship. There's a misunderstanding on Seungdo's part that persists for a bit that he has corrupted Yegeon and that's why he's suddenly gay and giving him drugs. He thinks, because he's a stain on his life, he has corrupted him. He eventually realizes that Yegeon just cares for him the same way he cares for Yegeon, that's why he took on the sex and drugs role, since Seungdo was saying he wants that.

The romance aspect is a bit confusing. It's hard to say if they had feelings for each other beforehand or if they just ended up in a sexual relationship because of what Seungdo said to Yegeon when he got caught working at the bar. It's implied that Yegeon at least had feelings, because he says something along the lines of that "I used to hate it when it was said that we are strangers, that we don't share blood, but now I'm actually glad it's the case because I can stop acting like your little brother". He's now glad that they aren't related because they can be together without that being an issue. It's also said that Yegeon wanted to always be together with Seungdo, and that's said in a context where marriage is being compared. Seungdo says that Yegeon feels the same as him, which could mean Seungdo also had feelings for him. Actually that would explain the pang he feels when he sees Yegeon talking with a woman at work.

Seems like they were "brothers" because they lived together and took care of one another, but eventually it became more for both of them, but they were too scared to break the status quo/really look at that head on until things were broken.

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Cereah December 4, 2018 10:36 am

Hi, I fell for your open-mindedness and your down to earth and on-point comments, pls go out with me?
Jkjk ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ That just seemed to fit in right there considering we both read yaoi that start out just like that I do enjoy reading your comments tho (⌒▽⌒)

youraedthiswrogn December 4, 2018 10:53 am

Lol, thank you :^D I'm glad i see someone like-minded as well, there's too much virtue signalling starting up in that comments section... ( ̄∇ ̄")

Cereah December 4, 2018 11:11 am
Lol, thank you :^D I'm glad i see someone like-minded as well, there's too much virtue signalling starting up in that comments section... ( ̄∇ ̄") youraedthiswrogn

You're welcome:D Ikr I almost got caught doing it myself had I not done a double take of the situation. Besides, having an open mind leads to a more healthy discussion in the comment section (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

AnnaLucci September 28, 2018 10:52 pm

I love all of your comments seriously! They shine a light in my mind, specially the ones about killing stalking ( ̄∇ ̄") you're amazing honestly and definitely my favorite person on here (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

youraedthiswrogn September 29, 2018 1:34 am

Oh thank you! :^D It's nice to meet you!

AnnaLucci September 29, 2018 8:30 am
Oh thank you! :^D It's nice to meet you! youraedthiswrogn

Ah right, hello! Nice to meet you ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

Blart July 15, 2018 2:54 pm

Hiii idk what the hell is going on with love is an illusion lol I'm not about to go and read all the comments.. I just wanna say (I hate controversy btw) from what I did see, your stuff makes sense so hey wanna be friends ;) just didn't wanna write this in those comments because yo no comprehende¿

youraedthiswrogn July 15, 2018 3:04 pm

Sure man, no problem. Also, it's probably best you don't read them, the sheer lack of logic and the twisting of events is ridiculous... It feels like i'm screaming into the void... Like i'm arguing with radical feminists... They want to hate Dojin so bad that they just kinda rewrite the story to the convenience of their narrative. Nice to meet you though!

Jay February 23, 2017 11:11 am

Yeah there needs to be more people who don't attack at the first chance they get.. i got you

Jay February 23, 2017 12:49 am

I think using the word 'enjoying' was the trigger for the misunderstanding. Should've used the word 'consensual'. Because victims of rape could've been drugged and 'enjoyed' the sex even though there was no consent, as a side effect of being drugged.

youraedthiswrogn February 23, 2017 1:13 am

You aren't understanding what i was saying either : / i was correcting the guy who said its still rape if you enjoy it because you can't enjoy rape, they should've said its still rape if you REACT to it. You can't enjoy rape... it's not possible. I mean, by definition, if you're being raped you don't want the sex so how can you enjoy it. They should've said react, not enjoy, which is what i was saying.

youraedthiswrogn February 23, 2017 2:41 am

I hope that didn't come across as bitchy, i wasn't trying to be and i appreciate you calmly trying to tell me what you thought of the situation. It's nice to NOT be called a fucker.

Tsundere August 4, 2018 12:20 pm
You aren't understanding what i was saying either : / i was correcting the guy who said its still rape if you enjoy it because you can't enjoy rape, they should've said its still rape if you REACT to it. You ca... youraedthiswrogn

You're wrong, I saw a rape victim confess with shame (normal because it is very difficult to confess this kind of thing when it was a rape, and I specify that I speak of the shame of feeling something like pleasure, not the fact of being raped, the one who must be ashamed is the culprit not the victim.) She had felt pleasure in spite of herself! So sadly no it is not impossible and that's the worst, we do not control that kind of thing. I think the victims do not admit it because it is unmentionable, they prefer to shut up and I will have done the same.

youraedthiswrogn August 4, 2018 5:01 pm
You're wrong, I saw a rape victim confess with shame (normal because it is very difficult to confess this kind of thing when it was a rape, and I specify that I speak of the shame of feeling something like plea... Tsundere

I actually know that it is possible for the physical stimulation to feel good, but i'm not wrong. That is the distinction i was trying to make in the conversation you responded to here, there is a difference between "enjoying" and "reacting to a physical stimulus". "enjoying" implies consent, that you WANTED what happened. By definition, you CAN'T "enjoy" rape as rape happens against your will. Sex that is "enjoyed" is sex, not rape. To "enjoy" is a positive emotion, it's something you want, it sounds like your friend just felt good, but didn't want the sex and it was a negative experience for them. Negative emotions, not positive. A rape victim who says they "enjoyed" the sex would just be using the wrong wording.

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