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I laughed at this harder than I should have

All politicians are corrupt my mate.

1. I think so
2. If I remember right I guess it's because he's both blonde's appointed guide but also the team's guide
3. not sure, never read the novel but I'm thinking of starting it
4. I mean it depends on the person lol

Thanks for the reply!!!
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Seme is the blond, they met before when both where still young, both are the only survival who where sane after meeting a mind controling monster (that blond was literally made to kill) blond guessed that as he was made for resisting it and MC is naturally resistant to it they are some kind of genetic fate...since other guides can't guide him cuz of his genetic modifications that make them not compatible(monster mind control is somewhat similar to guiding).....and the fact they met again when in the first time he already found mc to be remarkable and pretty even when passed out....yeah blond is totally in love with the idea of MC being his fated lover/salvation
The translation are a bit confusing in English but blond wanted MC to be his guiding and lover only, MC refused cuz he "need to guide his brother.....and his brother this and that" so blond employ him as a guide for his team (he is super petty and is like "so be treated as any other guide them") he is quite mean and is always pushing MC to say he wants to be only his lover/guide and is super jealous that his team are doing it with him too but in his mind this is respecting MC wishes.....what may not be so clear in English translations is that blond was made in a military lab, trained in a military lab, raised in a military lab, send to portals filled with monsters, went a little more crazy cuz he couldn't kill that monster when returned alive was discarded by the military like all his suffering was in vain, and is probably planing to make some kind of double suicide with the military/world while killing that monster, people lost a lot of the plot cuz is not rubed in their face but blond doesn't know what is normal nor how to love or make human connection since everyone is instinctively afraid of him.....and is a important part of the plot try to understand/guess what he wants, what he plans and why (like I said my personal theory is that he wants to die after/while killing that monster cuz is probably the only thing who can kill him....he said this part himself but is not clear if he wants to take down only the military or the whole world too and where MC fits in that or if he changes anything cuz blond is always repeating MC came too late)

There is a lot in the plot even cuz blond is the main love interest at the same time he is the main villain.....like not only raping MC but for literally ploting to actively kill millions so he can die (if he fights that monster on earth....what he wants...there will be collateral damage....and he seems quite pleased with thta).....he is the vilain in all senses and is pretty much "everyone has to be as miserable and as much pain as me" ....for him MC is like that(as much miserable as him)....so it only makes his love for me grows (another part of the plot people seems to not be getting ....but is really just pay attention to the speech bubbles....the characters are literally "I like you because of X" and people asking in the comments why they like mc....like a character literally confessing he saw his guide litle sister be melt by himself and saying he is afraid to do the same with mc and that it was a mistake to take him to his room in the first place ....they proced to have sex and the whole time this character is saying he lost control of his desires...that he tried so hard not to do this, we see self punishment marks and mc comments on them..........and people in the comments asking if is their impression that this character seems afraid in some panels.....like ...do you guys read?)

I guess we are the only 2 who understands this LOL(〜￣△￣)〜

Wow!! Now everything make sense, thanks alot for taking out your time to explain it to me!!!
After reading comments, it felt like it's not my cup of tea but I guess I'll read it now as I got to know a different perspective on this story, I'm really grateful!!
- I also wanna know what you think of MC, if he's forced to guide whole team by blondie, did he agreed to guide the team because he feels a sense of duty or does he simply likes to do it.
- What you said about his brother, it feels like MC is being stubborn and not accepting the reality, I mean it would be nice if he just find solace in ML (solution of all problems) as it feels like they both are possessive in their own way!!.
Is there any progress between MC and ML(Blondie) or is it that MC hates him after what ML did to him, I mean I don't think MC knows blondie background!?
It won't be surprising if other team members also took a liking to MC, that's the common trope of harem afterall but it'll be crazy if MC also likes other team members!!
I also don't think I should hope for any pure romance while reading this!!!
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My last 2 brain cells are having a hard time and a stoke at the same time reading this┗( T﹏T )┛(´༎ ʖ ༎ `)♡

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Why!!!? Is it different from what you think of this plot or these characters?.....
I went back to the comment section and found that everyone thinks really differently, if talk about this story, some really hate MC and some hate ML and his team members, some even enjoy hardcore stuff and love all of them....

Ok about your questions I can respond their all by analyzing MC
MC lost his family for that monster, at the same time his brother awakes as a esper and him as a guide, I don't know if it is trauma, MC guide nature+trauma, or just his personality and how he was raised/raised himself, but MC is ultimately lonely and feels the most happy when he is needed, what could be just a paternal instinct is most likely twisted bc of the word he lives in and the fact he lost his family at a young age and awakes as a guide,
When his parents die and his brother awakes he felt the most powerless and useless obviously, his brother, only family alive is being torn apart by this power he can't control and is dying in front of him, when he awakes as a guide he believes that he awakes for his brother and that his brother is his destiny, for a kid and a person with his background of course he would be overjoyed by the idea of being needed of being there for someone, and thought hard times he got more and more attached to this idea of wanting to give and receive inconditional love (like how poor mothers believe their purpose of life is their kid get overprotective cuz the only heaven in their life is believing the feeling of having a purpose) ok, that stablished (first chapters show that a lot)
BUUUUT his brother awakes as a low grade esper and him as a high quality speacial guide, when his brother first suffer with normal and temporary problems adjusting to his new powers MC cuddles and overguide him (like a mother giving medication or rushing to the hospital every time her son cough) this did more harm than good as his brother never learn to adjust to his powers, and trough time his special guide + over protection (not pushing him to get better) made his brother rot fisicaly and mentally cuz his guiding is similar to that mind controling monster and my personal theory is that his broder was dependent and obssesive of him cuz he unconsciously wished for it (this is what seme says to hurt uke but God knows if is true) from them on is easy to guess that when seme first shows up saying they are a Mach made in heaven, that he almost went crazy searching for him and that uke is the only one who can save him he was like "no no this is my brother, I don't know you, I have my brother" and from them on is basically he pissed for not being there for his brother and when he starts to see that all he wanted was actually what seme was offering and they where in deed a "match made in heaven" of two lonely and hurt people desperately wishing someone else to hold on to and suport them, he also starts to loose the satisfaction he had when whoring and being needed for his brother, but he can't abandon his brother now or let himself feel happy cuz he is the one who made his brother suffer until he is in a hospital bed barely surviving and he can't undo or do nothing, so obviously his brother them becomes only a source of guilt, pain and sadness.
Guiding feels good, MC feels needed and "complete" when guiding first he doesn't want to guide others cuz his guiding is only for his brother slowly this start to shift to doesn't want to feel good while guiding cuz he doesn't deserve to feel good guiding when his guiding made his brother like that...so yeah he purposely get raped cuz he doesn't want to feel good cuz he knows he is obligated to guide
Then outside of seme we have 3 deeply hurt and lonely people who see him suffering like that while being guided by him...obviously they will feel sympathetic.....but that not exacly change the fact they don't know how to interact or confort a human being, the two who closest get to it is the brown one who only became a S esper in high school and his was old enough to cope with all that came after that (but he initially also didn't like guides, cuz they tried to take advantage of him) and the gloves guy who also awakes older but he is the one who killed his little sister while awakening and also melted other guides after so he doesn't want to have anything to do with MC but they both are pretty similar people who can't help but sympathize with each other
The other two are child esper lab rats sinse birth one is main seme and the other reads and control minds....as a kid, being treated as a lab rat and instinctively feared.....you can imagine what came out of that

I see!!! Thanks alot for answering my queries, I'm really grateful!!!.
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I like this story exacly cuz it doesn't make that "let me explain what is happening to you" thing...I don't dislike it but I think it takes a little of the realism, like it HAS to have that so most of times it feels forced and out of place cuz author inorganic is forcing that.....I usually associate that with poor writing but reading the comments I see it was indeed necessary to be mainstream
The worse is that the artist is a huge fan of the novel and captured it all very well but because she didn't infantilize the story by putting a out of character "moment of realization/outside view" she will feel like she didn't do a good job and adapting it (in her notes she was concerned about that so I feel people already got to disturb her)

Like the fun is to theorize and interpret it yourself, I recently saw some theories that blond is already taken by that mind reading monster and joined hands with it.....I don't know if I see that but it is fun to wonder and pick the pieces where this could be the answer I am like "maybe? Noooo... wait.....but maybe?" Reading it

No, it's just... you know, ADHD

Ah!!

Lool it's fine ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I don't she they would pull the same thing again

So the thing is i really like the author....... So can you please say titles of the other works from this author

My deepest secret

OmgaH- thank you