this is getting hard to read bc honestly rishar is so insufferable. everything he does pisses me off. i’m starting to think every stupid decision he’s made was intentional to get in etienne’s way. idk why tho maybe he’s just really stupid.
there was no point to this. any message it was trying to send was overridden by the awful oversexualization of the actual rape. it doesn’t feel at all like they were trying to really depict rape as a violent crime that can traumatize someone for the rest of their life, but a violent rape fantasy. the bullying survey response ending felt more out of place and mocking to me because of it. but if people can still pull a good message from this then i’m glad for that. shit like this is my worst fear and it has all but taken over regular ass bl and treated like either an act of romantic passion or just unimportant.
mc is way nicer than me. i never would have spoken to that fucker ever again. sorry i couldn’t visit you a single day to comfort you over the sudden death of your parents i was…..working. bitch fuck off.
we’ve gotten to the point where 9 times out of 10 there’s rape. absolutely brain rotted authors.
every single character sucks honestly but i’m still somehow enjoying it
wtf dont drop the fucking ice cream bro what a waste
i hate the “school friends reconnect years later but one of them lost their memory” trope but they’re made for each other and i love them
nobody reads the prologues they’re stupid. why would i want to know what happens before it happens? it’s like a movie trailer that shows too much and makes watching the actual movie much less fun.
“why am i the one who’s always anxious when i’m the one who’s been forcing himself on him?” this is so shit
why was this chapter 2 seconds long? have they always been like this? i don’t remember
don’t be satisfied just yet enkrid. i still have a personal gift waiting for you. <3
i had completely forgotten about this. i thought i was safe.
at least it was only 8 chapters. rip to the royal guy who tried to get consent and didn’t attempt to rape the mc when he took his consent back.
if anybody knows if there’s more to emotion please let me know bc that ending was fucking ass i need to know what happens
what a dumbass. i’m sure there was a better way to get mc captured by the priest without making him an idiot.




















