Ageha desu's Things

been reading a lot of manga for years now.. i watched anime like barefoot gen, graveyard of the fireflies and the likes... death always comes out as a sad thing.. well, even more so in real life , right..? for me, death can be a relief... everyday is like "yo asshole! how's Life penetrating you today?" but what scares me the most is the pain i'd ......   2 reply

my depression got me so fucked up.. like.. what's the point of living..? what else is there to see? what else is there that's left for me..? my husband cheated on me, i'm broke.. i don't know what to do with my life.. what do i really want.. all i have is my uncertainties.. insecurities.. together with my perverted thoughts.. will tomorrow get bet......   2 reply

i don't really know... but if i could meet myself in person.. i would fuck myself real hard.. because i suck at everything.. and sexually frustrated at the same time.. my partner's working abroad.. a battle of 2 lonely years.. not that i would touch myself.. it's kinda pathetic.. i'm friendless, for i am almost a complete shut in.. i don't get alon......   reply

i am now married.. and it's too late for me to turn back.. being married is nice... much less sex though.. compared to being bf's and gf's... because responsibilities come first.. and sometimes it's frustrating.. not being able to work because you already have kids and you have no one to take good care of them for you.. if i could turn back time th......   reply

i've been in the same sex relationship when i was in high school.. not sure if i did enjoyed it.. was i really loved? hmm i was too young then.. after sometime i had a normal relationship with this boy, that is now my husband.. being the one penetrated with a real weapon was nice.. and because it was so good that i got pregnant and got married a li......   1 reply