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so i have this friend “ jane”, and we like the same person.
story time— it was like the first week of class and we were both walking home when we met liam, our classmate. so everything was just smooth cause we had a small conversation and all (the three of us). a few days after that jane and i are in the same team in a game, during practice jane told me she had a crush on liam and i was happy for her but then she told me that liam has a girlfriend and all cause we saw a pic with him and a girl while stalking his facebook, still she talked about how he was crush material, how he was top on his class, and how he won awards on robotics something.
i never really had a crush on liam, cause i honestly thought that he was gay (no offense) cause he was feminine and stuff. but then we got in the same research group together, and i was the leader. almost all of our members were bagage and liam was the only one i could depend on. we would always message each other because of our research, at first it was all research related until sometime we joked around and i got really comfortable around him.
and later then i realized that i got a small tiny crush for him (im shit i know). but then i pushed the thought away, but i realize that jane also got close with liam, and i feel like she has this jealous with me when im around liam, she would always use my phone to chat liam “hi liam” and stuff and she would also use liams phone to chat me “hi mia” and stuff.and that made me thought that they got close and that kinda hurt
i got really confused and i really felt shit cause i realized my feelings for him and i feel like (i did) broke the girl code. i really didnt intend for this to happen at all.
time skip, i think jane realized that i kinda like liam and she started i dont know acting out of jealousy, she would always stare at us whenever we talked and stuff. that was when i really decided to just stop.
i really did try to stop it. until i realized that i actually like him and things makes me confuse his actions, on the day of our research title defense, liam and i talked about things and it was when i confirmed that he actually has a girlfriend but then he told me they broke up, then i asked him about jane… i dont really remember but then the only thing i remember was when liam said “ jane would always come to me” (its kinda like that, but in our language) like i dont know.
jane actually is a leader like me however, she had her group disolve because of the stress from irresponsible members. ian (our smart classmate) got to her and comforted her. and me and liam were watching them from afar, i told liam “why dont you go to her” and he said something that goes like jane was out of her reach