Are there still new females who suddenly develop feelings for yamada and cause a misunderstanding between our lovely couple?
I stopped reading after some time cuz it irked me on how the same scenario of a random girl falling for yamada > misunderstanding > reconciliation > new girl and then repeat.
Like yeah I get it. Yamada’s so friggin hot and gentleman and that’s why gurlsss keep falling for him but I hate how the author keeps shoving it to our face. The author needs to make a new plot-moving scenario instead of this repetitive bullshit. Also, I want my girl to get some guys falling for her too and not just yamada cuz it’s fucking crazy how it’s just always him yk.
Apologies for the ramblings.
Yes, the male lead is horrendous with the way he treated fl. He used her and now that she wants to be discarded, he still won’t let her. She was a very sheltered noble lady who was given all the comfort in the world because of her parental lineage. As for the ml, based on the latest chap, he was made into some sort of military weapon directly managed by fl’s father. As such, it is inevitable for him to find himself raged and beyond mad to see the life of fl who is pampered and loved by everyone while orphans like him are made to suffer for the sake of nobility.
But his sufferings doesn’t give him the right to treat the fl as if she was the one who did all those heinous things to the nation. Yet again, looking at his perspective, he is a very traumatized child who had to survive a military camp and literally grew up in such a blood-filled, dog-eat world. With this, his trauma is projected towards fl in such a twisted and cruel manner. Meanwhile, fl as someone who grew up in a beloved household, her way of atonement is through love as well. She tried reaching out to ml through love making, understanding, and even sacrificing her life for the sake of finally gaining peace not only for herself but for fl.
This story is something that you can’t simply categorize as black and white as it encapsulates the shades of trauma, resentment, and love. That’s why I cannot say that I loathe the ml but instead, I dislike the approach he did because of his trauma.
I remember reading this when I was probably a junior or sophomore in high school. I was so bummed up since the translations that time were ongoing. There was this site called otakumole (?) that I tried joining several times but it was always closed HAHAHA I was so into this manga that I remember making nekota’s cat face as my profile picture for my socials. I also convinced my older brother to read it and it was simple the best time of my/ our lives.
Currently, I’m now an unemployed person (just finished college last yr) and sadly my brother has been dead for about 7 years.
This manga makes me reminisce of the fun moments I had in my life :’)) Hope you’re happy up there, brother!
Oh my otakumole brought back so many fond memories. It's just so nostalgic and ofc I was extremely devastated when the site was suddenly down, maybe I still am ahah. I'm chilling while in job searching (kinda) phase after my internship last year and deepest condolences for your loss, hope he's in a happier place!
This motherfucker might be a fine pussy eater but goddamn the way he manages to fuck up when speaking is just so unbearable