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Yesterday, When I was scrolling through my insta. I found my ex-crush account lol. So i click and guess what?!! He's dating my ex-best friend!! Hahaha... And she know that I like that guy!! Hahaha.... They've been dating 2 years! Hahaha.... And the date that they're dating..... 2 weeks after he rejected me.... They been dating in secret haha...
Now I know why she didn't have friends but that's okay.. as long as they're happy.

I don't know what my sexuality is but, I don't feel like dating someone. It's feel like I'm only want to have sex. (￣∇￣")

Ok.. I been friend with him for 2 years and that day. He finally show his true from!!!.
I can see his angry face and i'm scared. Thank god Mazino there(not yet) "can you leave me and Yoshiko alone here, I need to talk to her alone"(his voice kinda hot here, ek what the hell am i think!!) Anyway.
Mazino leave us alone
"Here" he give me money (I forgot to mention he a rich guy) "why do you give me money?" I ask. "To pay". "Pay what? My heart? Are you joking right now or you just stupid" (he give me money to pay what he hurt me? Wtf. He can just say sorry, HE GIVE ME MONEY?!. That hurt even more.
I just go home and i said that I want to move to grandmother. She agreed.

It's been 4 years Huh...

After he said "this is my girlfriend". I went silent. (I was in love with him for 2 years). "Oh congrats" I said and go to the class I didn't look back because I don't want to hurt my eyes(ha..ha) well his sit is beside me ( I'm going to cry again). I ask the front sit to change sit (the person at the front sit so nice) she ok with it(she know that I like aiko, idk how). Lunch time, aiko ask me to lunch with him but I refuse. I lunch with the girl that I change sit with, I'm going to name her Akiko (yes 'ko', I put 'ko' in there name because aiko real name have no in it. Haha... Anyway) I'm not a person that fast moved on (not until I find a new one, yes you know who the new one. Akikoo). I can see he staring at me (how did he not notice that I like him, he and Adrien are the same. Blindddd) time skip. When we going home. Hohoho he waiting me at the gate. Omggggg. He even ignored his girlfriend lolll. That time I just act like I don't see him there. He call my name but i ignored it.
I didn't go home that time I'm going to the place that I always play. He know that place but he didn't come.(I he 2 male friend one is aiko and the second one I'm going to name him Mazino, aiko don't know him. And Mazino have no interested on women.)
That place is where I go when my parents having a fight or I just sad. (Mazino house just beside that place. So he can see I'm there from his room.)I cry so much that day, I even don't want to see aiko face. Every time i'm going there Mazino go out the house, he hear everything I tell him and when I cry, he started to cry too.(I miss him so much) yeah. Hug me and I started to cry even more. When we are huging I feel like someone pull me away from Mazino and guess who?!!!!!! It's aiko!! Ha..ha..ha..hah..
"Wtf is wrong with you, first you change sit and then you ignored me? What did I do wrong?" He said that(omg, it's been 4 years I still remember what I told him that day) "I IN LOVE WITH YOU OK?!". (Omg that part I'm crying again) "you love me?" He said.( How can he be so stupid and this last part the part that I waiting for) "you are in love with me? Why didn't you tell me?"

"It's because you don't love me back"


Yeah ii end. The rest are personal ;D

I have a friend I'm going to name him Aiko. So me and aiko been friend for 2 years(but it's feel like 5 days). Well, I can tell that he is nice. We goin to school together, have lunch together and even going home together. One day(lol why am I so dramatic) I can't go to school because of sick, yeah I'm staying home. I ask my mom if aiko come to my house of not. My mom said he did, he ask my mom why I didn't go to school ofc my mom said "Yoshiko sick" (not my real name) and he go to school alone. (I don't really remember how many days I got sick, I just gonna say 2 days) i was about to go school I see aiko waiting for me(we Always go to school riding a bike, it's was so funnn). He park the bike and go inside the school. When we about to go to the class I hear someone said "BABEEE" I look and I see she coming to our direction. The first think that make my heart hurt so much, she hug aiko and aiko hug her back. Aiko look at me and said "this is my girlfriend". I'm sorry I can't.