I bet June's gonna die idk i just feel like it's gonna happe
it's so fuckin funny ya know i bet machiya and mai know that moe is the happy evangelist they've been through a worse situation before mai is smart enough to know who the culprit is she's just playing with everyone because that's how machiya likes it
I AM SOOOO SATISFIED WITH WHAT HAESOL SAID TO HARANG. thank goodness she reflected on what she did right after realizing it was wrong.
my baby is finally learning how to make a move on his girl without his friend's help.
me: huilin is the worst between the three of them. *proceeds to list out the reasons why i think she's the worst before chapter 59 came out*
some huilin simps: oh so you're saying that huilin is a worse rapist than sulhwa fuck no way they're both rapists you shouldn't say that
oh, dear.
yeah, and who the fuck even compared which rape scenes were worse tho. you guys were the only ones who thought that i was comparing shit when i only listed why i think huilin is the worst between the three of them. i based it on how she manipulated jaehee and all, i never intended to say that she was a worse r*pist than sulhwa. get it? alright. now they can both go to hell.
some huilin simps are PRESSED by some ppl's OPINIONS (tho they don't rlly get it that much) but u guys are free to stay like it.
huilin simps be gettin butthurt when they haven't fully understood what i was trying to compare. huilin is the worst between jaehee, sulhwa, and her.
NAURRR THEY THOUGHT I WAS COMPARING THE RAPE SCENES OH GOD. OFC I knew that both should die and rot in hell bcs of that but I WAS COMPARING THEIR PERSONALITIES HELLO??? can't accept the fact that she was written like the main antagonist here?
fuck me. these ppl won't really understand what that comment means.
if we were to compare, huilin has always been the worst among the three of them. she never asked for anyone's opinion and she acts just the way she wants to. she doesn't care abt the odds as long as she'll successfully pave her way to get jaehee back. she's been manipulating jaehee all throughout the story. if she didn't push that task to jaehee, this would have never happened in the first place. constantly pushing her into a corner just to make it look like jaehee has nowhere to run to. she's making it seem like the only way for jaehee to live her life is to continuously escape. she never even asked for jaehee's opinion. she's so used to having things her way that she thought doing those (referring to chapter 59) would mean nothing to jaehee. but putting that aside, what sulhwa did was wrong too. jaehee's reaction might've been different, but they still abused her. no shitty reason can excuse that.
but if we were to pinpoint who's worse between the two, y'all know who it is. you can lie to yourself but the answer is pretty obvious. fuck you if you'll tolerate what she've done from the previous chapters before sulhwa even came into the story up until the recent one.
do u guys remember the time where jaehee told herself that "promise" to sulhwa? she was referring to her selfishness when she called huilin before she confessed to sulhwa at the sports event. she said "i only thought about myself" which clearly explains that she doesn't give a fuck abt who she does it with as long as she will successfully escape from reality. "i wanted to escape from reality," this shit is the sole reason why she's always meeting up with huilin, not because she loves her or anything of the sort. additionally, jaehee always had the time to realize that she is still in love with huilin. they've been having that kind of relationship for idk how long already but she didn't realize a thing. take a look at chapter 56, she called huilin a temporary poison. and chapter 58, where we can see how jaehee once again thought about escaping reality with the help of huilin. but here we are at chapter 59, where she doesn't want to escape anymore. facing reality would only mean that she's finally learning to stand up for herself. jaehee was so prone to being manipulated that she thought it was always okay to give in. :// no shit
"yOu JuSt fOuNd A wAy tO HatE oN hUiLin"
and if i say i hated her as much as i loved her since lilith 1 then what
hmm, since this isn't the first time that they almost had sex while jaehee's in a relationship with someone, i think huilin was astounded to know that jaehee is trying to resist her because of sulhwa. she thought it's always the same for jaehee, no matter who her lover is. she thought jaehee will always give in.
this is probably the reason why she looked so shocked when jaehee refused to do it. huilin knew that jaehee is in a relationship with sulhwa, and she knew just what reason jaehee had to refuse her offer. it's sulhwa. the girl whom she called a kid, a baby, someone who will never satisfy jaehee, and other descriptions that belittled sulhwa's connection to jaehee. she was shocked because that "kid" just managed to make it into jaehee's heart and push her to unbound herself from huilin's chains. fuck this. give huilin that short haired blonde girl.
both sulhwa and huilin crossed the line. jaehee's reaction was different to each scenario.
with sulhwa:
she knew the only way to stop sulhwa is to shout the safe word. she even hesitated to say it because it might hurt sulhwa, but when she shouted "zhu huilin" sulhwa immediately snapped back to reality and apologized for idk how many times. after that, jaehee couldn't care less abt what sulhwa did. she looked at sulhwa and asked her to kiss her. that's when she told herself that she doesn't want to be selfish anymore. she can't bear it every time sulhwa cries. they ended that scene with a kiss, tho in the next chapter, sulhwa was found avoiding jaehee because she's so ashamed for what she did. when she got the chance to talk to jaehee, she apologized for the nth time and jaehee said sulhwa's all grown up now.
with huilin:
it's obvious. she was drunk, and she woke up naked while someone is on top of her. what's more, she's currently in a relationship with sulhwa when this happened. huilin was well aware of that but she spilled something: this isn't the first time that jaehee's having sex with her while in a relationship with someone. huilin thought it was nothing and just like the old times, jaehee will accept the sex, but it turns out that jaehee's finally able to resist her. why? because of sulhwa. the girl is clearly in love and is willing to change for the better. huilin must've been hurt because it seems like this is the first time that jaehee said it's over. however, after saying no too many times, and after pushing huilin all over the bed, huilin kept on attacking her. fuck, i am guessing that jaehee hit huilin because there was a sound effect before she ran away. jaehee is seriously against it this time. unlike her reaction with sulhwa, this is much alarming. she looks scared. as fuck.
regardless of jaehee's reaction, sulhwa and huilin are both trash. consent is very important and you know what it is the moment you try to force something on someone. this time, i'm hoping to see huilin's development. i've seen jaehee's but i need her consistency. she finally said it's over for huilin and her, now i want to see her live up for that decision and choose sulhwa. jaehee needs to slap huilin with the truth. it's the only way to wake huilin up. future chapters might become more and more annoying but i am looking forward to the resolution.
even when jaehee and huilin were still in a relationship, huilin has been manipulating her. it's just that jaehee was also prone to being manipulated and thought it was okay. their break up might also be connected with huilin's behavior.