beta
y'all can't argue with the fact that this woman lost her only child, the only person who made her want to live. before he even died, he experienced the same shit she did (but way worse) and she couldn't get past that because she thought she was protecting him. who wants their child experiencing the same trauma they had when they were young? that's what she couldn't accept + her son dying because of it.
her son was the only one keeping her sane. losing him was her last straw. finding out about what truly happened and what drove him to do that pushed her to her limit. atp in her life, she doesn't give a flying fuck about being innocent and acting like the bigger person just because she's a grown ass woman who needs to think about what her son would've seen if he was still alive. the thing is, she wouldn't be like that if her son's still alive. THE POINT IS HE'S BEEN MURDERED AND she's only thinking about the things she can do to avenge his death. she wouldn't be all calm and nice about it and choose to just be who she has to be knowing how much his son had to put up with that. can't blame her. really can't.
in short, losing her son made her insane she'd go this far to make up for what happened.