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do u guys remember the time where jaehee told herself that "promise" to sulhwa? she was referring to her selfishness when she called huilin before she confessed to sulhwa at the sports event. she said "i only thought about myself" which clearly explains that she doesn't give a fuck abt who she does it with as long as she will successfully escape from reality. "i wanted to escape from reality," this shit is the sole reason why she's always meeting up with huilin, not because she loves her or anything of the sort. additionally, jaehee always had the time to realize that she is still in love with huilin. they've been having that kind of relationship for idk how long already but she didn't realize a thing. take a look at chapter 56, she called huilin a temporary poison. and chapter 58, where we can see how jaehee once again thought about escaping reality with the help of huilin. but here we are at chapter 59, where she doesn't want to escape anymore. facing reality would only mean that she's finally learning to stand up for herself. jaehee was so prone to being manipulated that she thought it was always okay to give in. :// no shit

i kinda wanna see jaehee and sulhwa being lovey dovey again. crap i miss them.

"yOu JuSt fOuNd A wAy tO HatE oN hUiLin"


and if i say i hated her as much as i loved her since lilith 1 then what

hmm, since this isn't the first time that they almost had sex while jaehee's in a relationship with someone, i think huilin was astounded to know that jaehee is trying to resist her because of sulhwa. she thought it's always the same for jaehee, no matter who her lover is. she thought jaehee will always give in.

this is probably the reason why she looked so shocked when jaehee refused to do it. huilin knew that jaehee is in a relationship with sulhwa, and she knew just what reason jaehee had to refuse her offer. it's sulhwa. the girl whom she called a kid, a baby, someone who will never satisfy jaehee, and other descriptions that belittled sulhwa's connection to jaehee. she was shocked because that "kid" just managed to make it into jaehee's heart and push her to unbound herself from huilin's chains. fuck this. give huilin that short haired blonde girl.

both sulhwa and huilin crossed the line. jaehee's reaction was different to each scenario.

with sulhwa:

she knew the only way to stop sulhwa is to shout the safe word. she even hesitated to say it because it might hurt sulhwa, but when she shouted "zhu huilin" sulhwa immediately snapped back to reality and apologized for idk how many times. after that, jaehee couldn't care less abt what sulhwa did. she looked at sulhwa and asked her to kiss her. that's when she told herself that she doesn't want to be selfish anymore. she can't bear it every time sulhwa cries. they ended that scene with a kiss, tho in the next chapter, sulhwa was found avoiding jaehee because she's so ashamed for what she did. when she got the chance to talk to jaehee, she apologized for the nth time and jaehee said sulhwa's all grown up now.

with huilin:

it's obvious. she was drunk, and she woke up naked while someone is on top of her. what's more, she's currently in a relationship with sulhwa when this happened. huilin was well aware of that but she spilled something: this isn't the first time that jaehee's having sex with her while in a relationship with someone. huilin thought it was nothing and just like the old times, jaehee will accept the sex, but it turns out that jaehee's finally able to resist her. why? because of sulhwa. the girl is clearly in love and is willing to change for the better. huilin must've been hurt because it seems like this is the first time that jaehee said it's over. however, after saying no too many times, and after pushing huilin all over the bed, huilin kept on attacking her. fuck, i am guessing that jaehee hit huilin because there was a sound effect before she ran away. jaehee is seriously against it this time. unlike her reaction with sulhwa, this is much alarming. she looks scared. as fuck.

regardless of jaehee's reaction, sulhwa and huilin are both trash. consent is very important and you know what it is the moment you try to force something on someone. this time, i'm hoping to see huilin's development. i've seen jaehee's but i need her consistency. she finally said it's over for huilin and her, now i want to see her live up for that decision and choose sulhwa. jaehee needs to slap huilin with the truth. it's the only way to wake huilin up. future chapters might become more and more annoying but i am looking forward to the resolution.

even when jaehee and huilin were still in a relationship, huilin has been manipulating her. it's just that jaehee was also prone to being manipulated and thought it was okay. their break up might also be connected with huilin's behavior.

huilin was built this way nothing was pure about all of them. she was driven by her obsession right from the very beginning. she plans to ruin it all because she became too confident that jaehee will always crawl back to her. check her conversation with young. the event, sending of the gown, they were all planned to ignite some drama. this isn't the first time that she tried to ruin jaehee's relationship because she successfully did that in the past too. take a look at what huilin said, this isn't the first time that she had sex with jaehee even when jaehee has a lover. they've been doing the exact same thing but now, jaehee wants to fight back. although i admit, it pains me to see how desperate
huilin is when she could've had it all with someone new. she needed to wake up. jaehee had long left her feelings underground. she already opened her heart to countless people and she wanted to settle down with sulhwa as proven in this chapter. huilin is the only one stuck in the same loop. my baby needs to let go but before that, she needs to reflect on what she did damn.

fuck me if sulhwa saw that mark on jaehee's boob. i really hope jaehee will say that huilin attempted to rape her because it'll lead to a new misunderstanding for sulhwa and jaehee if she doesn't inform the girl this time.

I still can't believe that Jaehee resisted Huilin. That action speaks for a massive CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. Young said it herself, Jaehee was prone to getting manipulated. Now you know why Huilin is always so confident lmfao it's because she's also manipulative. It's easy for her to control Jaehee because she knows Jaehee won't refuse her. Now this is a big slap to her. "We're over," BANGER. Hopefully, she can get over Jaehee and learn to love new people. Hee-kyung's sister is in love with Huilin, that short hair blonde one! Also, Huilin is the one who is stuck to Jaehee. Jaehee have opened her heart to numbers of people even before she met Sulhwa, and the only reason why she kept on crawling back to Huilin is because she used Huilin as her getaway vehicle to escape.

These dumbasses kept on blaming jaehee and SULHWA (who happened to be miles away from the scene) just because huilin became a fucking monster right before their eyes. hold up, she was always like that. she's fucking obsessed to the point that she's willing to manipulate everyone around jaehee and make her think like she can't run back to anyone apart from huilin herself. she's driving jaehee to a corner while constantly trying to ruin every relationship that jaehee has. FUCK YOU for defending what huilin did and FUCK YOU because you sound like a rapist too. fuck you if you blame the victim on this one because JAEHEE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS.