Yellow's Things

So, I read a reddit post that mentions "work wife". I understand what it means. It means coworker you are super close in a so-called platonic relationship.
If you ask my opinion I'll say that "platonic" is just an excuse not to be excused as cheating. SMH. It's basically cheating. I saw someone mention most of them ended up fucking too?? And many people there (on reddit) are okay with it?? I mean there's a term called best friend but instead you call it wife??
I hate cheating so much that's why I'm questioning my existence here..
So I want to ask your opinion about this.

So, I took interview for a job. Still haven't gotten the offer though. But the only candidates is me. They said, it's been vacant for a while. It's likely they will offer it to me.

The job has minimum requirements under my degree (I have bachelor, the job requirements is under bachelor but higher than high school). The salary is small because the minimum wage here is pretty low. It still above minimum wage though. Even though, there will be bonus salary too.

My parents are hoping me to get this job too. But they don't know the wages yet.

I've been looking for a job since last year man. I keep getting rejected because I have no experience. I'm a fresh grad, graduated last year. I've been applying for different kind of job all this time, so this one is a bit different. The job I used to apply is more complicated than the one I'm talking about.

Maybe someone has any advice? Should I keep looking for structural engineer vacancy or should I take this job if I get the offering letter? Also, if I take this one, I can't resign until 5 years.

I don't know man. In one side, I've been unemployed for almost a year. I keep looking for a good paid job. But on the other hand, I really need to work at this point.

My thoughts are I take this job and learn stuff online to be a freelancer. I can use the salary to buy better pc and all so I can install more complicated software for freelancing.

Ps: I can't ask on reddit or anything because someone might recognize me there

I just tried wearing a bra for these past few days. Now when I undress it, my boobs feel sore. It hurts. It's like they can't exist without bra to support them. Even though I only wear it for a week. Also I hate how bra suffocate me.. and sometimes it's so itchy. Usually I use sport bra, but my sport bra is so worn off now that's why I thought i wanna try something new. And my question is how yall can live with this evil bra all this time. I hate bra....

So I have this friend (let's call her friend A) texting me if I want to attend my other friend graduation (friend B). I don't really want to go because:
1. I, myself, don't really have much money atm. I'm still looking for a job, so I'm financially unstable.
2. I did graduated few months ago. And this friend A and friend B didn't come to my graduation ceremony. I'm fine with it tho because I don't really care.
3. I'm not that close to this friend B. We never texted etc etc. We are just friend. But this friend A is my close friend. But idk if friend A acknowledge me as her close friend or not because she has many friends

So should I lie or should i tell her if i don't really have money atm? Why i need money is because flowers and cake is not free to get..

Is it common to be able eat anything in your kitchen? Let's say you live with your parents. You are still a high school student. Your parents provide you food right? They should right..

I'm thinking about this lately. Since my mom passed away, I've been reluctant to eat food in my own house. Because few times I ate food in my own house, someone kinda asked about the food and I felt really bad about it. It rarely happened before when my mom still alive. I know I'm spoiled asf. But I didn't realize it that my mom always give me all i want And I realized it now. Now I don't want to eat food when they don't ask me to. And it's in my own house I can't eat it. It's just feel weird to me. I'm crying while typing this. This is just hurt. Maybe there are many people who live like this since a kid, all I could say is you're strong

I am looking for a job now so I could earn money and buy food myself. I just want to vent here..