I am acutally mad Charles is so adorable and puppy like, he doesn't give her hard time and he is considarate and she calls him boring and still dwells on a men that didn't give her a glance for so many years. She really seems like she just wants to give herself hard time. A kind and sincere men is boring, while a men that makes her suffer and wet her pillow with tears is deemed cool. I will probably continue it for a while more since there is just 9 chapters for now, but I will probably drop it in near future.