
To not dive deeper in to these universe (do not read the prequel spin off) pls for the sake of your mental health im not even kidding to anyone reading this im genuinely concerned more info++
++so there this side story(?) Solely dedicated to the semes past w his step father, their beyond tramautic backstory like itll scar you and i just skimmed it. By the end ch 7, were left on a cliffhanger not even knowing if step father died
No comment if he did deserve it like?? Your an adult doing it with a literal child a step son at that...
I wish the author moves on and would not continue this story any longer... cus im having doubts really
Like why would you retell that whole backstory now im thinking if author continues w a sequel and step dad survives, the seme would prolly....
Edit: checking baka this series has been a couple years old now lol so good chance that spin off was the end
So ill also burry my curiosity for the better

If sasya is a songg it wouldve been shouldve been me by mitski:
When I saw the girl looked just like me
And it broke my heart
The lengths you went to hold me
To get to have me
'Cause, I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
So you went into your memory
Relive all the ways you still want me
I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
This patt hits the best:
When I saw the girl looked just like me
I thought, "Must be lonely loving someone"
Tryna to find their way out of a maze
Oh, I know
Like you cant receprocate the love because youre also "lost" in that maze that is your mind hes literally mentally ill yall

Another miyski omg
A pearl:
Its litearllynot being able to love because of trauma reflecting the earlier chaps mc being scarred by that grand duke
You're growing tired of me
You love me so hard and I still can't sleep
You're growing tired of me
And all the things I don't talk about
Sorry, I don't want your touch
It's not that I don't want you
Sorry, I can't take your touch
Im begging pls update this