I’m kinda confused. What happened in 29? Did he have sex with them r he was jus thinking ??? What?? Also what’s all that in ch30 what does it even mean?? Please help
I think that stuff really happened, but it's unclear if he actually had sex with Alek or just got finger-banged lol The weird religious scene still hasn't been properly explained in the manhwa. I'm guessing that he was falsely accused or took the fall for doing something bad with a younger boy when he was a teenager but that's a pure guess on my part.
The more I think about it, I feel like the sex scene was put in there to illustrate their (Ivan and Alek) competitiveness with each other. Ivan genuinely desires and cares for Hen, going all-the-way with him even though Hen says the imprint is fine. Alex only wants to undo everything that Ivan is doing. He doesn't actually have sex, he only takes the cum out, which is helping stave off the imprint pain.
What now? Turning an eating disorder into a kink???? :/
I think the kink is eating off of someone's body, not the eating disorder. More like, while trying to overcome his eating disorder, he discovers he has a food kink