
But I'm a little disappointed that the drunk jerking-off incident happened. It was their first intimate experience, but it felt off. Maybe cause I was expecting it to be more.. romantic? This is a slow burn, so usually when a big step is made, its super exciting-- but that felt so anti-climactic and such a typical yaoi scene. So blah.
Anyway, gonna pretend that didn't happen, and they're both still cutely tiptoeing around their crush on each other. This chapter had me more excited than than the jerk-off.
Really hated this after the rape scene. I was willing to pretend it never happened, but how can I when he literally has trauma because of it and it still affects him til now :(