
Y’all I think his kinky age play comment got pedo-fied in translation lmao ╮( ̄▽ ̄) he’s only 4 years-ish older, but the ML has a possessive streak a hundred mile wide, gets so fired up when the MC calls him oppa, and from their very first smut scene, MC loved asking him if he thought he’s so cute in bed, and wants to be babied while being railed, both of them match each other’s freak so much haha
Love them both, there’s probably cameras in that room, hope the guy doesn’t betray them for that vindictive lady

ML said (the English translation version) “what am I doing fucking a little kid? I’m such a perv” and lots of readers have been commenting on how that’s very pedophilic, and the English version without context does feel like what jared fogle would say, but through context it’s just kinky sex talk between two consenting adults lol.

exactlyyy. We’re all reading a beautiful smutty fucked up manhwa with betrayal and murder, MC and ML both are broken and fucked up but fiercely in love with each other, even wanting to escape their toxic environment and raise kids together-
it’s really one of the best manhwas I’ve read lately, it’s sad that people try to twist it into pedo stuff when it’s been clear that has nothing to do with how these two weirdos fell in love.

Some people use pedophilia, grooming, rapist alot these days quite easily even tho the context is not related to it and they get sensitive about a lot of unnecessary things.
I too really like this story, it keeps me on egde, the psychological aspect and thrill is what I'm here for, I love both main charaters dynamics. I couldn't agree with you more also some people really need to chill!!

While one of the adults brush off his literal gang rape with ‘boys will be boys’
The fucking sheer rage I felt, MC traumatized about sex for 10 fucking years, then he meets the most red flag clueless wannabe dom that hasn’t a clue about safe sane consensual play-
I hope mc heals and find love, and I hope there’s a chapter in the future where those rapists get punished. They shouldn’t die, that’s too easy, it’s better if they get flogged and flayed, living the rest of their lives in agony. That would be fair.

He wasn't a wannabee dom He is a legit dom. Is just that MC luck really just wasn't on his side and he truly thought he could go through it because if you can survive SA trauma for 10 years, alone, don't you kind of feel like maybe there's nothing more worst than that. He took the risk to save himself

Agreed on the risk part, but if ML was a legit dom, he would have abided by the basic rules of bdsm- one of it being the sub needs to know about engaging in bdsm ( ̄∇ ̄") the MC clearly had zero idea wtf is going on, thinking spanking is the ML letting out his hatred on the MC by hitting him, doesn’t see it as sexual play, rejecting ‘aftercare’ eventho he needed it because he didn’t know what it meant. The dom knows all of this, and yet plows straight ahead despite how clueless the sub is.
I heard the novel handles it a bit differently, so maybe we’re not getting the full picture here and the ML won’t seem such a rookie dom then, but for now that’s what I see, in my personal opinion.

Personally i don't even think he intends for bdsm sexual play as soon as he realizes Seodan has zero experience. That's why he mentioned that he never thought that Seodan think what they're doing is too much and hence where they started talking about safe words. It seems to me like he has a mean streak when it comes to it. I have read the novel and he still have his mean streaks in bed when they're doing it. Bdsm is like another layer of it. Way more extreme than what he's doing now.

Mom abandoned him, dad saddled him with a huge debt, loan sharks are chasing him, have to work multiple back breaking jobs and he’s still so bright and bubbly- he’s not a push over either, he doesn’t let school mates bully him into doing their work, he’s a diligent worker and student- loved that he was so firm and no nonsense to the kid he’s tutoring too-
He has a scholarship and it’s probably for good grades, but he really should be getting one for sports, he’s a runner he’s a track star ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
He’s an absolute barbie and the ML is just Ken. Im reading for the MC, he’s such a delight, the ML is hot af but bleh, maybe once the falling in love/chasing/redemption arc begins, we’ll see some personality.
Anyway, cute af. I thought it was going to be something Jinx like, happy to be proven wrong.

The usual thing in manhwas is to have the endgame couple on the cover, and the fact that the silver haired demonic spawn is there is upsetting ngl
Like at this point I’m just fascinated at how on EARTH is the author going to “redeem” the ML? He literally killed the MC’s partner, a dude that alongside the MC, ADOPTED his ungrateful ass! He’s also an obsessive little brat, but if that was the only thing then I get giving him a redemption arc
But murdering the MC’s lover in cold blood like that unforgivable, and it’s not something anyone can get over. If the MC finds out about it and STILL end up with the ML, then they’re both insane idiots.

How is a transmigrated person suddenly “remembering” core memories of a character during therapy? Sure, it’s possible that since he’s in the character’s body, maybe the memories are stored there somewhat. But it’s his brain, so I don’t think the MC is right with his theory on that.
Also he looks JUST like himself. The friend also looks like the ML. There’s some other “characters” that look like people he knew too-
Also, maybe it was just a random artistic choice, but how come we can’t see the face of his “sister” recommending him the novel? Or anyone else’s face in his memories, they’re all faceless and dark.
Instead of being transmigrated, this feels like a partial rebirth/do-over/alternate universe story instead. Maybe the split personality thing is the truth, and not the transmigration part. The whole pizza thing was odd too- it seems like the ML character is dumbfounded about how similar the MC was behaving before both of them found out about being alpha/omega and then everything went to shit.
Either way, I’m interested, hope this gets updated soon.
Technically mild spoiler, cause I only know up to this chap-
so the MC thought he was isekai-ed into a novel that he read, where it’s an alpha omega world- the characters in the novel have the same name as him and his best friend.
The novel is the real world. Everything happened to him and the ML, it was terrifying and depressing and both of them died tragically.
The MC had wished he could live a better life, a ‘perfect’ life, and he was ‘reborn’ into the life he had at the beginning of the story- a mom, sister, a sweet best friend. There’s no alpha or omega in the world, everyone’s regular people.
The plot twist-
his ‘best friend’ is actually the ML, who was isekai-ed/ technically reborn with his actual memories of their real world into the MC’s ‘perfect’ world. He loves the MC so much, feels so guilty for all the pain and suffering that happened, so they were just best friends, he takes care of the MC.
He remembers they both died, and that this is second chance at making things right with the MC, eventho the MC doesn’t remember anything from their previous life. Unfortunately, neither of them stay in this world, cause at 21, MC was transported back to this real world.
Here’s where it probably got confusing for some ppl, so I’ll try to explain.
The ML does not have memories of the ‘perfect’ world at the beginning of the story. The ML at the beginning was just himself at 30, and then they had sex- thats when he remembers it all- the first life they had, which ends with both their deaths, and the short time they had in the second life in MC’s ‘perfect’ world.
So the ML now has memories of all that happened, but the MC only has memories of the ‘perfect’ world, and not his actual life- he can recall bits and pieces of his trauma, but it doesn’t hurt him too much because he thought it was ‘novel huimin’ and not real.
ML now is trying to prevent the MC from remembering his trauma, he wants the MC to be as happy and as carefree as he is now, and it’s depressing because without his memories, the MC still thinks nothing is real, and it’s just a novel, and that he needs to go back to his perfect world.
Also the whole novel thing was also the ML’s doing. He gave the MC’s sister a novel about their whole story up until their death, and that’s how MC knows about it.
I dunno what happened next, but it’s a happy ending, that much I know.
Thanks for explaining. This was a bit confusing but thanks to you I know they’ll be happy.
I guess most of them right. Except when the omegaverse world is actually a real one. So they kinda live the real world again?
So ML basically keeps switching up his memories, lol. That's a lot of memory altering.
This spoiler explains why he wants to destroy the paintings then. I was just about to rant because it made no sense to me
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Thank you very much! It finally makes sense now. I was feeling that it's very similar to Who Made Me A Princess where the novel is not a novel but their past & real lives. Thanks!
Wait. So, First life is the tragedy love in real world.
Second life is 'perfect' world with no omegaverse.
Third life is MC and ML went back to the past in real world??