Too many feels! But I choose to ignore the extra. Yep. That didn't happen
Hahaha... yup, denial may be the way to go, but I can never "un-read" something I've already finished reading, so as much as I want to deny it, the bitterness just refuses to go away! (╥﹏╥)
I think the first story is about three people feeling guilty. The omega because, even though it wasn't his fault, he hurt his brother with that incident, (and Yuuma, that had to abandon his dreams). Yuuma because he hurt both brothers and now had to choose the younger one, and did something so terrible. And the older brother because even though he loved both of them, he couldn't be genuinely happy for them hem... so he left with a broken heart and tried to move on.
I mean, I wouldn't have married the person who raped me, but that's what sucks of omegaverse: the bond cannot be broken, so either you choose that or you'll be alone. It's great that at least Yuuma was a "good guy" and not some asshole, and that Hirono played nice and choose his brother's happiness instead of his own (even when he didn't do it wholeheartedly).
Honestly, that story just makes me feel empty. A tragedy that lead to make choices that didn't make them entirely happy but at least didn't make them miserable either. It's just what life is
I must say that even though it's twisted, the writing is just amazing. I feel bad for the wife because she's married with someone deeply broken, because both of his parents and that damn butler, but Ranzo's situation is even worse. I don't get how anybody can blame him. He's probably the only innocent person here.he was in a cage without contact with anyone besides his abusive father (yeah, adult+child=abuse). The results are obvious, and on top of that he's hated by his brother whom he truly loves (the only thing he said clearly was his name, and the gesture of a baby grabbing his finger, probably his only happy memory). Blaming an ill person for his illness is fucking unfair and simply disgusting, so damn if I like Ikuro. I know it's not entirely his fault to be like that,but dude... think a little.
Honestly, all I want is for Ikuro to realize that Ranzo is innocent of everything he's blamed him for and for them to be a little happy. I don't even care who they end up with. Just want them alive and smiling :'(
From what I gathered, the reason Ranzo is like that at all is because Ikuro's mother strangled him right after Ikuro was born. There was a flashback right after the butler was explaining to Sachiko that Ranzo had become like that because of an "accident" when he was young. In the flashback, Ikuro's mother was strangling a small child and telling him not to lay his filthy hands on her son. I believe the timing of the flashback was to explain exactly what the so-called "accident" was. That makes Ranzo even more of an innocent: first being strangled by his father's wife as a child just for trying to touch his own half-brother; and second for Ikuro blaming Ranzo for their father's misdeeds and basically everything bad that had happened in Ikuro's life.
Yeah, you're totally right. I guess everything was covered as an accident and Ikuro doesn't even know the truth. But either he's an idiot or he's just a genuinely bad person to hate his brother for, basically, being alive. I just can't get it in my mind. Historically speaking people didn't treat well "sick" people in the past, but this is just too much. I can't see how anyone can like Ikuro and hate on Ranzo (yes, I've seen it) at all. Ikuro's hurt his brother, blamed him for everything and tried to kill him (indirectly). I get that it's not his fault to be that twisted but what he's done is awful.
Protect Ranzo at all costs ♡
I would say it was covered up. By the time their father died, a lot of people didn't even know about Ranzo. It seems like Ranzo had been kept in that cell ever since the "accident" with only his father coming to visit him and possibly some of the help to bring him food or to clean up. I have a difficult time envisioning the master of the house doing those things. On the other hand, I also have sympathy for Ikurou. He was basically brainwashed by his mother into hating his older brother. That, along with physical punishment of an extreme kind (in other words abuse), has conditioned Ikurou to hate and fear Ranzo. The way he's treating Ranzo isn't right by any means, but I just don't see how he could have grown up any other way with that set of circumstances. Besides, it's easy to forget, but Ikurou is barely more than a child himself. With him having to leave school because of his father's death, he's at most only in his early 20s. Honestly, the entire situation is the mother's and father's faults. Even the butler was screwed up by the mother. He may have had a screw loose to begin with, but it was the mother's sexual abuse of a high schooler that really seemed to push the butler over the edge, too. At the time, the butler was only in high school, possibly even middle school (he's actually not that much older than Ikuro according to the story).
Ikurou himself is not all that well. I honestly can't blame either one of them. They grew up with sick, disgusting people in a sick household. I don't think a lot of people can come out whole in that kind of environment. I don't think he hates Ranzo, it's mostly fear and confusion.
I'm glad he didn't become seme as an adult. Most of yaoi are about strong seme and weak uke, so it's kind of refreshing to read one where the one to led around the other is the uke (manipulative / strong). I really really liked it.
I think that the end was way too rushed for everything that happened. I felt so bad for Jaerim and I wished he would've punched someone too in that situation with the camera. No other words: the ending is cute, yes, but lacking emotions. I don't believe the "everyone was happy in the end" crap. I don't know, some apology or something for all the pain caused... and maybe a time skip to see if they keep on being together in the future. I don't know... it felt empty.
I can't think bad of Nozomi, sorry. He's just a teenager, a naive and kindhearted one, and people keep pushing him around in many directions at the same time. When you're this young you are confused and need to be reassured. He feels that the relationship he has with Jin is unstable, because Jin has the kind of job that can't let it mature and he doesn’t want to be a burden for someone who is serious about his work. On the other hand he has Mitsuru, someone that has been a constant in his life. He learned from him, looked up to him (although I don't like Mitsuru one bit, he's a manipulative prick), is only natural for him to think that Mitsuru = comfort (even if it's just a naive thought). Even so, he still wants to be with Jin and protect what he already has... (not talking about the spoilers).
Well, my point: being easily led around doesn't make you a "slut". Specially when you're just a kid and when the other party is a manipulative adult. And by the way (now spoilers) even if he ends up with Mitsuru and break up with Jin... I don't think it's a bad thing. Life is like that lol. Eventually he'll realize the other face of Mitsuru and it will end and he would've matured in the process... or the other would change for the better. Who knows.
Not my cup of tea but was a nice reminder of how it feels to be a teenager. Emotions all over the place and the inability of deciding what you really want... Read if you want to relax a little.
I hated Angelo in Kuroneko, but here my anger towards him is even stronger. What the hell does he gain from ruining other's people relationships? I hope he stays alone for all the eternity. Go die flirty bastard.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fukigen_kareshi_no_nadamekata/mi/manga/fukigen_kareshi_no_nadamekata/v01/c004/pg-29/
Jin is way too cute #cutenessoverload
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fukigen_kareshi_no_nadamekata/mi/manga/fukigen_kareshi_no_nadamekata/v01/c004/pg-31/
Couple of the year ♡ damn cute and sexy
Haha...missed that! You zoomed that and read it! Nice!(づ￣ ³￣)づ
Opps...replied to the different comment...don't mind me
A story where the characters actually talk about stuff like feelings, avoiding absurd misunderstandings. Healthy, passionate and cute. I'm absolutely hooked
not to mention condoms and safe sex lol so rare in yaoi ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Yeah! I really like that realism.