Fuck this is so sad,
Charin obviously likes jin or he wouldn't have kept him around, provoking him in those ways and then going on to hold out hope for him to find him, or i bet he would have done differently than wait for him.
but he’d been such a selfish prick till this point, he fucked it all up
And now jin doesn't believe what seems like his true feelings because his whole life charins been putting him down and using jin to hurt himself/project his feelings onto, treating him like shit and jin feels like he’s just continuing to do that (mentioning charin hates him and finds him disgusting) when I feel like charin’s really been in denial this whole time. Trying to control jin and all that to keep him to himself
Its really tragic and charin has such huge ass death flags. seeing him break down and be obviously bothered by the fact that green fuck got him pregnant, trying to smother it with jin, was really sad. He made a incredibly stupid decision turning his back and leaving his crew and technically family when they didnt even have it that bad, for some sketchy creep just to end up like this