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but if ur damned if u do & damned if u don't - there is a part in me that wants her to snap & tell him exactly what she thinks of him & his "offers". (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 yeah he will beat the crap out of her - but until now has she succeeded in evading his abuse?!? even though she goes out of her way to appease this maniac?!?
NO - so she might as well say damn it all to hell (& now that she is far away from her family) she should stand-up for herself. as scary as that would be - it would be better then her just suffering & suffering all on her own.

little wonder her only out will be to run away & live with the "monsters". this so sad it's breaking my heart ╥﹏╥