beta
he shouldn't(!) & he is normal in wanting to hurt them - heck kill them. not everyone wants to end their own lives, cause they r suffering. sometimes u want to give as good as u get - make the ones hurting u, hurt as much.
but he is still a child (trapped cause of his trauma) & he has no one to talk too, there some moments (like in this ep) where he shares a bit. but nothing that will start the healing processes.
am beyond happy (relieved) that Haejoon is alright, but (ironically) sadly Eunyung is the one in critical condition. ╥﹏╥