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even can understand her anger at the ML (as she couldn't really direct her anger at the adults). but her hurting her own son ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ is something i don't get.
especially when he's a male version of her & her mother. shouldn't she have seen her mother in him? herself as a child & what she was doing was what was done to her? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
hate & anger blinded her so much - idk - hard for me to buy this. & am curious about the ML POV (both of his parents were rotten?) were they also abusive towards him? or just cause he was a child he didn't have to power to stop them \(〇_o)/