that, the more she tries to keep things (her close relationship with Reita) the same the more they will change, and from what it seems not for the better. Its sad and understandable why both of them find it hard to express themselve and seem to get so confused and tangled. Just all this doesn't end up in heart break for either of them or the others
can't wait for more (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ