OMG the face he made, killed me - freakin hilariously adorable
btw am glad we finally got to see the mother - she totally MIA - i get she's sick, but even a sick person wants company of their kids, no? ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ especially ones that were lost for who knows how long... also isn't there a brother (⊙_⊙)?... been so long, that i started this & the plot is focusing only on the MC & the father, that i have forgotten who else is in this Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
if Kafka survived - like he the MC he can't die - right (⊙…⊙ ) so - even though it was a hell of a wait, the ending was worth it - he gonna come back stronger & maybe we will freakin finally see the end of this mega monster, that just wont f*cking die ヽ(`Д´)ノ like die alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 ugh Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
come (●'◡'●) having said this, will admit i am sad(my heart broke) Yes (!) Rashta was a bad-person/character, that did despicable things. she was scary at times & she was ready to destroy anyone that got in her way. but i can't find it in my heart to hate her (not saying she didn't deserve to get punished).
but i can't ignore the life (childhood) she lead, cause of her father & the rest of the people around her. that broke her & feel sad.... maybe if she had even one person that genuinely cared for her, enough to educate her, she might have lead a different life/got a different ending.
but then again, maybe she was so broken, no one could/would undo the damage to her psychic ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ still i felt sad for her, cause there was an almost child like innocence to her till the end (& i had a feeling that when she met the MC & wanted to be "sisters" she wasn't being sarcastic, but genuinely looking for someone who would take care of her as a younger sibling/family member). which was affirmed in the last (190) chapter. adding to the hurt in my heart.
yeah, the good found happiness & the bad got the comeuppance. but as no one's perfect, it's hard (for me) to just see the character's here in black & white.
yes even felt bad for Sovieshu, both he & Rashta were selfish - made poor choices & had to live with the consequence's.
as i mentioned in a previous comment i made when i reached chapter 145 "...love that even though there r character's doing not just bad, but evil things - they r all written Very realistically..." so like in life (here) a person/character isn't all bad or all good. especially with how well this was written - can't look at them, as all bad or all good.
loved this & i hope there is more - as i need closer about what happens to Rashta's children (btw the guy that is the father wasn't in on the plan so why he end up being sentenced to death? just cause Sovieshu was furious?!?) & other character's that loved..... anyway like i said, hope there's more ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
that was abusive towards her own bully of a son. so her husband kicked her out - if i aint wrong. or was it the MC's doing - either way i kinda get why she has a grudge... just hope that no one in that family gets hurt.
as is i feel like every time i see an update, i kinda dread that something bad is gonna be portrayed in the new chapter lol Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
i love that even though there r character's doing not just bad, but evil things - they r all written Very realistically.
yeah Sovieshu was a moron to be blinded by looks & pity, then motivated by the knowledge that his wife/the empress might be infertile. But he like a pompous moron (cause of his statues & position) treated her with disregard, thinking she was another one of his subjects, so she would just bow her head & take what ever he dished out. that backfired cause she not an average joe - she was born & bread to be an empress.
now Rashta sadly out of desperation & suddenly having the power of her position handed to her, went power crazy & turned into a maniacal tyrant. not everyone can handle a lot of money or power. someone else with the same background might have found it in them to empathize with others who remain in the position she grew-up in. but Rashta was selfish, so much so, she couldn't find it in her heart to even think about her 1st child (that was being brought up by his father).
a person that doesn't even have compassion in their hearts for someone they gave birth too - Not shocking how ruthless she was towards anyone that got in her way.
just got one question, is the baby in Rashta's stomach really Sovieshu child? idk why but i have a feeling he is the infertile one. but am still in Chapter 145 (≧∀≦) so got a lot of reading to do
idk how the MC is surviving - i wouldn't have been able to survive, even with prior knowledge (≧∀≦)