Short answer: no. Long answer: your self-image seems very painful, and for the sake of your happiness (which has nothing to do with whether you are or aren't in a relationship), I hope you find ways to reconcile your reflection with your ideal. I suspect your self-reflection is too harsh and your ideals are somewhat, if not wholly, out of reach, ......
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2015-03-19 17:57 marked
Is it weird that I've never had a boyfriend even though I'm 22?