
Realistically speaking as a woman in a monarchy she'd still never really have that much power to change things either, she is essentially an object to be married off to the man that will give her family a stronger, wealthier position. Monarch or not, women are being oppressed, tho idk if that's the case for her reality. It's admirable that she was able to see her privilege and the wrongdoings of her own family and the nature of the system she grew up in, atoning for sins that are not her own however is quite pitiful. She thinks that the source of his hatred towards her was exactly bcs of her birth origin, but she simply does not know that he is a person swallowed by his own obsession for her.

I hadn't read this in 3 months then read the latest chaps with no recap completely remembering the details of this thickass plot lol how invested i must've been

Im sorry I'm yapping so much but i heard we haven't covered alot of the novel yet? wow okay you know what hell yea i rly like this one and so far the psychological aspects of the story hasn't disappointed me yet i feel like im reading actual dark adult shit like those good stuff you find among a pile of dirt and imitation stuff actually i don't know what im saying anymore im actually kinda faded! So im just gonna stop typing and look foreard to more chaps
Please swiftly apologize and try to seriously pursue your guy instead of denying your feelings tho that's prolly impossible