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was that I hadn't even had this marked on my reading list I just checked chapter 8 after this appeared on recent updates list (previously had only read uptil chapter 5).
Queue dawning horror as I realized not only was Usaka groomed by his brother's school time s/o whilst he was having sex with Uzaka's older brother but he never worked through recognising that as assault and instead fantasized all these years about having sex with the groomer BF and was now going to do exactly that WHILE HIS SIGNIFICANT OTHER WAS BUYING THEM RINGS.
Felt horrified so I thought maybe I should go back a chapter and chapter 7 made it WORSE by showing that not only did the brother 'let' the grooming happen, he set it off in motion by indulging in exhibitionism IN FRONT OF HIS KID BROTHER TO GET OFF again and again without thinking about the mental damage it might cause and it was normalised to the point that neither of them still think it's wrong? And the brother and his then BF are the reason why Usaka is so kinky??? His kinkiness is rooted in a sexualized depiction and internalization of CSA?? HOLY SHIT
And now he's going to cheat and have sex with his groomer bc he wants it so bad and wants to prove he's a better sex partner than his brother?? THE HELL?? Also I can literally not read the word 'nii chan' without wanting to puke now.
This was a good smut manga before the fucked up incest, grooming and cheating began holy shit. Imagine cheating on your 'worlds best ikemen' s/o just because some ugly ass disgusting mf groomer 'first love' guy showed up. It's made worse by knowing Nekoya will be guilt tripped/blinded by love into forgiving his cheater of a bf. Legit making me feel the rage of every person in r/infidelity subreddit rn.