
I respect you but I am built different. I am sustained by doomed yuri. Doomed yuri will save me. I love the imagery in of Ivan forcing the burden of his love onto till, of dying for him. I felt schadenfreude over Luka’s sorrow of him losing hyuna. I love hyuna and hated to see her go, but after Luca willingly entered ALNST for the second time after winning once before and then doing it all over again, fucking with Mizi and till’s head during the competition, I did not feel sympathy for him. I know in a system that seeks to idolize and exploit people like him being at the top is the only way, but him reentering does not make me like him. I’m angry that hyuna’s fighting spirit and desire to save others, her unending light was snuffed so swiftly.
Mizi and sua though, the truly were the beginning and the end of this series. Their love was so true and reciprocated. I cannot imagine being alive as Mizi though, after knowingly allowing her beloved to sacrifice herself for her. I felt her guilt so strongly, for not having loved sua as much as sua loved her. My heart broke over sua giving Mizi more lines to ensure she won. Broke again over sua succumbing to her fate, willing to die just so Mizi could live a little longer.
In the end I am happy that till and Mizi are alive. While Mizi’s whereabouts are unknown, I’m so happy to see till live and save children, no longer longing for love. I think this is the best way alien stage could’ve ended, given the course of events.
Guys basically I got recced a clip from the show based on the book ‘daisy jones and the six’ and saw the Wikipedia page where the author said they were inspired to write it after watching the 1997 performance of silver springs by fleetwood mac and how the singers looked like the were in love.
20 minutes later I am now possessed with the knowledge of the complex messy and weird dynamics and history of fleetwood mac and the relationship and breakup that led to that performance and HOLY FUCK I thought it was alright at first but now the line ‘I'll follow you down 'til the sound of my voice will haunt you’ is echoing in my head FUCK I rewatched it and imagine staring down your ex while he stares back into your eyes and holding eye contact for a full minute on stage in front of hundreds/thousands of people and singing ‘You'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you’ ATP I felt like I was intruding on something deeply traumatic and personal.
What The Fuck. It’s 4 in the morning and now I can’t sleep because messy singers/band mates couldn’t keep from fucking each other’s lives up in the 1970s. Still won’t read or watch daisy jones and the six though.
I mean I get why jay and shin are so mutually obsessed but Ross fr you are an insanely wealthy man I am sure you are not lacking in options of hot men to drown in what about a downtrodden mechanic is so exactly appealing? The fact that he actually says no? Fawk.