Scout's activites

please dont judge me too hard but sometimes ill feel nostalgic for my scene days and i listen to botdf... that and the feminism flies out of my body when i hear everywhere i go- hollywood undead

i was unwillingly involved in a small food fight and the principle was on a power high or something and decided everyone who was involved was getting punished. i was literally trying to leave the area but someone threw spaghetti at me and they deemed my dirty clothes proof of involvement.

this is actually a great time to bring up that this might be a possibility in the U.S soon. theres a bill theyre trying to pass that makes it so the government can block certain things online for 'kids safety' but its honestly a threat to anything that the government deems dangerous (fanfics, webtoons, manga, social media, anime sites, etc.)

i dreamt that my ex friend and i went on a walk near the river by my parent's house and in the trees we noticed someone was sitting on the ground so we went up to see if they were okay and it was a headless body so i immediately wanted to run away because i thought it was organized crime and we'd be in trouble if they knew that we saw but she was ......

talk to your teacher and see if they have tutoring hours. if you communicate that you are having trouble due to the language barrier maybe they can incorporate a simpler explanation into the lesson? its better that they see you trying than them assuming you've just lost interest or something

never had a wattpad era including y/n/ x reader/ x OC ¯_(ツ)_/¯ it always gave me the ick lol

i'm fine with it. if it's there its there. its been so normalized for me because i had a trans friend who used mpreg to cope. he had gotten pregnant right when he was beginning to transition so it was a major blow to his body dysmorphia. i'd roleplay with him about it and we'd read stuff with it in it when he wanted escapism. i see how other trans ......

so i technically still work in the medical field but i no longer have contact with patients/clients but i have to say, nursing is not for the weak. i started the same program while i did care giving for a short bit and its rough to say the least. if you are not willing to be disrespected, possibly hit/spat on, seeing disgusting things, seeing hear......

ik its bad and not sustainable but... shien... because where else am i going to find plus sized shirts for like $9 that don't make me look like a grandma

i cheated on everything lol especially in math because i could study all day and still not understand shit

lol yea. i started realizing around middle school and at first i blamed it on still not having gotten my period so obviously i was still a kid and didnt have a need to like boys (religious trauma woo) then when i started puberty i'd force myself to look at boys but the only boys i could imagine myself with were the long haired skinny scene/emo boys......

i'm too old and tired to be arguing with people online idc what it is i'm blocking. it's not my job to educate anyone nor to change their minds on views i might not agree with. if they're dangerous thats what the report button is for. it's not 'knowing i'm wrong or lost' it's simply that i think its a waste of time

i wasnt reading it yet but the title and tags were BAD it was so lewd lmaoo but my mom came into my room and she looked at my screen and i shut it so fast and just kinda laughed it off saying my friend sent me that as a joke. then my little sister caught a glance at it on my phone but she didnt know what it was and thought it was a drawing of someo......

lmaoo someone went on a three day rant then threatened to doxx me because i referred to a male character by his name and he/him pronouns because it was a popular head cannon that that character was a trans woman...

did this in high school... dont go to sleep at 4am stay up all day and do something energy draining (deep clean your house, go for a hike, all day shopping etc.) then when youre practically dead go to bed at your desired bed time and wake up at your desired wake time. in a few days you should get use to it

i have a lot of merch in general but in figurines i have hyakkimaru from dororo, loid, yor and anya from spy x family, haru and makoto from free and idk if they count but xie lian and hua cheng plush mini dolls. but the rest of my merch is mostly books, t-shirts, and mini posters.

kinda? i feel like theres something out there bigger than us(thought it might just be trauma from growing up in a cult lol) i just dont align myself with any belief but i respect everyone's beliefs as long as they arent hurting anyone else.