It was so heartbreaking seeing mc like this, even though he is not the first mc that has a shitty story, is because he is always smiling, always tries hard and does his best. He never blames on anyone. He is very positive and optimistic despite having a very hard life and got chased around. He is kind from born, even though he is growing through such a bad environment somehow he never gave up his kindness. That's why, seeing someone who is always smiling, kind, and positive to broke down, to cry, to be treated unfairly, it just hurts so bad.
...that, because camilla has returned to the place she belongs to (which is in this world) so his father, brother or everyone around her won't feel unnecessary hatred to her anymore, plus the fact that the current camilla acted like a good kid. I think while the duke may not be able to brush the new girl aside, he won't act like a jerk to Camilla either. (Hopefully)
Seo is so scary bro like what... to much to handle someone like him... give our girl an ML that can protect and care for her okay??? I'm absolutely rooting for Eeron but Jae is a good option too actually if not Eeron. BUT SEO IS SO SCARY. He always looks like he was going to put Sera on a cage
Exactly!!! Thisss
Wait why is everyone so put off by Hanjoon?? Hey at least he DID something before it's too late. He realized his feelings and ACT. I knew jin is precious, we knew it, but Hanjoon knew it too!! That's why when he felt like he was still hung up on his last love that is so hard for him, he didn't want to give a false hope to jin. He is a good adult there actually. He clearly didn't want to be a false hope to another guy that loves him dearly like his past love did to him. He knew Jin is so pure it's blinding for him. That's why he had been rejecting him resolutely. He could just have sex with jin, it's not hard for him, but he knew he was so precious so he didn't do it even when Jin seduced him. Only gave him a warning on how scary sex without love is.
Exactly because he knew how precious Jin is, the moment he realized that actually all this time, he had been captivated by Jin, he acted right away. You see, this man is very awkward at love. He only knew one painful love that he can't even understand, and was held back by them for years. As he said, he never had anyone by his side, but now he wanted to have Jin by his side. He is a beginner in love...
And people said Hanjoon's character is boring?? Why??
He is a gentlemen, good at his work, seemed very perfect but is very complicated and imperfect on inside. At one glance he seems like someone that is so cold he can't love, but he loves a man that doesn't love him back for so many years, that only treat him as sex tool. He is warm and kind, kind of lonely and sad, and he surprisingly don't know himself as well as he thought he is. I have never thought his personality as boring. I can even say he is much more interesting than most seme out there who can only fuck 24/7.
The author is brilliant for showing their personality here. Both jin and hanjoon has a vivid personality.
its so rare to find people so smart on a random site. feel like im witnessing poetry being written. but EXACTLY
The way I automatically screamed "NOOO" and face palmed my face.
I mean... i understand... that Inwoo MUST forgive his mom to let go of the burden left on his heart. He must come with terms and let go of his anger with his mother for his own sake (i dont fking care about the mother) and yes having a family MIGHT help him on not feeling as lonely as he is right now. BUT JIHOOO, TALKK. OKAY???? TALK. LET HIM KNOW. DON’T JUST HAVE SEX WITH HIM AT HOME. PLEASE COMMUNICATE.
Plus, I'm so frustated that he noticed Inwoo feeling down but not trying anything for him?? Not even try bringing him a flower back to.home from work, not even try to bring him out to cinema, to a date, or something???
It's not that we hate that Jiho was trying. It was that he was trying to help in a wrong way that didn't consider Inwoo's feeling.
C'mon you guys are saying Jiho didn't deserved to be kissed in public, you think Inwoo deserved to be treated like that...?
Idk why bo one os talking more about this, ifk why the author included the scene but didn't talk about it more but, I really hated the Jiho that gave the flower Inwoo bought for him to his mother. That's so heartless.
"But if Jiho accepted that flower their relationship will be revealed!" Is probably what can be used to defend him, but how would you feel if you are in Inwoo's seat? He actually hold in his disappointment by just staying silent the entire time the flower was handed over to his mother, how Jiho made him met his mother without preparation, and by saying that they are "just friend". Inwoo is mot mad just because of what he did to his mother, Inwoo is mad even at the fact that his boyfriend doesn't want to acknowledge their relationship plus he picked on his weak spot.
Inwoo probably kissed him in public, which I also think not right, because he was so pissed off with a lot of things. He was already insecure in the first place but Jiho made it worse everytime he saw how he didn't want anyone to know of their sexual orientation. He understand fully that Jiho hated it, and most of the time he won't say anything about it, but at that moment, he lost control. He is so mad he acted impulsively.
In the end he apologized to Jiho first waiting for him to come home but Jiho actually stayed at the house of the person that confessed to him?? And even considered his words to try with him??
Those hate Jiho get are not out of nowhere. The reason is there. Inwoo has his own flaws too but Jiho is trying to help in the most unsensitive way. There's nooo waayy he didn't realize how insecure his bf is and how he always say he didn't like his mother. It's not helping if you try to help only thinking of what YOU THINK is the best.
It's like that onw story where the man giving a photos of your travel to his sick lover who cannot leave the hospital because he think "its so she can see the world without going out!" Only to make the lover feel even more envious, and even more aware at the fact that they can never travel the world on his own feet, and suiciding in the end.
It may work for some, but not for all. Think about ur partner.
Btw I don't hate Jiho, I just hate what Jiho did that day. Also the fact that as a lover, he seems to be insensitive and passive that he made the other felt insecure the entire time without noticing it.
I still remember that I loved the him that stands up for Inwoo, the him that tried to make a cake that Inwoo liked for him. And all of that. But at that day, he indeed wronged Inwoo and it pissed me off because I could see from Inwoo's side. I'm just a bit pissed, but never hated him
I don't understand all the hate that Hanjoon get...? I mean he was never particularly "mean" and he is actually being honest back then when he is still not interested and now that he is interested. I do think that his action may hurt Jin, but it's not to the point he needs to get a long redemption arc although I think chase is quite nice because we prolly get to see Hanjoon spoiling out baby Jin. Like... what he did is much better than using our baby for his body and throwing or playing his feelings...
Hanjoon just realized too late isn't he? He realized what he lost when Jin is no longer by his side, and the man is a person who gets sex-friendzoned for years by another man that never thought of him as something more than sex relief, so he got moved seeing Jin's sincerity the moment he saw the magazine. People are saying he's so full of himself. Maybe jin thinks the same too. But to me, its not that he cares about Jin being his fans and he likes him because of it. it's that he saw how serious Jin is the entire time and was moved by it. A man who was never a center or priority in his loved one's life, at that time realized how he has been the center of Jin's life for years. Tbh I would be moved as well and start having feelings, hope, and motivation to start a new love. I think Hanjoon starts to realize how he should cherish a person like Jin. I think the Author expressed them quite well by showing the little flashback where he remembered Jin talking about being his fans tho. And Hanjoon is taking the gentleman way by being honest and never said anything bad to Jin, swallowing his prode for being rejected because he knows it was his fault. He is bever a bastard.
Am I the only one reading them this way...?
I’m with you. Thank you for your comment, this how I’ve been reading this, like it would have been worst if he had used Jin; he was just trying to be not in love with someone who didn’t feel the same and the age gap is like… yes dude question that, hesitate that. I’m not saying Jin is wrong or something, I think their doubts, infatuation and how they feel is natural.
The Yaoi vibes is just too strong as a fujoshi myself, I like it thoo
Thanks you for uploading translator- san !!!!
Saw some comments said that this manga reminded them of their bf. Damn it, I was jealous af. I'm just lying in my bed all curled up in my blanket, reading this while thinking when's my bf will show up and a second later thinking thay nah, I'm not going to get any lol.