
im not regretting this, i was like ugh rap3 then its actually not (it is but it stopped there), i feel so sad to the uke since he literally had no idea how to handle himself, im crying

its not that it enhanced the plot, it IS the driver behind the plot. basically its baout mc processing his sexual trauma. thats the story and its shown thru the darkly comical fantasy/dream sequences and also his relationships with boguk (soft boi) and sujo (sassy boi). with the end being him having come a long way and healed alot since the beginning. now whether he's totally healed or not is smth i cannot know without being able to read korean but like, its a really warm empathetic story. i know alot of people are put off by the early part of the story, but that is the only rape or abuse we see of MC. altho he will have some arguments/disagreements with his other lovers in the story at diff points (and rough kinky sex). its all consensual and handled well. adds tension to the story without fetishizing MC's assault or pain. overall i think it had a therapeutic and comforting effect rather than depressing/upsetting. but thats just me tho. and my trauma was not sexual nor did it involve being abducted by a person i trusted. (i feel like not enough has been acknoweldged from readers about how part of the trauma is related to it being Noa's baby bro, who the Mc knew for what seems like a decade before it turned ugly, imagine how much worse that is than if it had been some random psycho hiding in the alleyways that did it)

Okay, yes it is the plot! I’m sorry , I meant to say the r*pe SCENES enhanced the plot. We can definitely feel more of the MC’s trauma from his expressions and speech shown in the r*pe scenes. If the author had just told us the MC had been r*ped, I believe it would’ve greatly affected the reader’s viewpoint of the MC and story.

i feel like jaekyun didn't actually likes eunsoo, he just likes eunsoo because his twin jeayeon likes him

RIGHT!?! It looks like the jeayeon liked him first then his twin got jealous that he was able to sleep with him so that’s why jaekyun was attracted to eunsoo, but i made this whole story in my head that they all go out with each other but eunsoo slowly starts to realize he likes jeayeon a bit more even if he’s an asshole in the beginning and now jaekyun actually falls in love with eunsoo but in the end eunsoo chooses jaeyeon

he and his sister arent even blood related still its ugly but i get what this books about, he cant help but to fall for her cause she's strong so he must have love her romantically, what can a kid understand by "step sister " n stuff but weird that he knows sex at that young age bur wtv i kinda like it plus when itadori and megumi still have a feelings for each other and wants to protect each other <3
ive read this before n thought i haven't finished this yet but i have, AND THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IVE THOUGHT OF IT BUT I WANT MORE OF THE SIDE COUPLE ITS SO LITTLE ???