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N kun aka Satan but as a Koi answered question about question
Okay here it goes (I’m trans so technically I’m a fudanshi[i believe that’s how it’s spelled]): 1.) I honestly felt bubbly or fizzy, it’s hard to explain but I know for sure I wasn’t disgusted or that surprised. 2.) I don’t regret it at all, to be honest some of them (despite being so erotic-) got me through tough times in my personal......