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about penpals
wist-ful 22 01,2018
Can I join too?? I'm a closet fujoshi that needs freedom! line_id : @dewinutfitri   reply
22 01,2018
about penpals
Hi, I'm Dewi, 22 but everyone calls me Xero. I'm an engineer graduate but I currently work as a story writer for Lezhin and make visual novels; Freak-Quency (free game) and Amplitude, for sale on steam. my LINE ID is dewinutfitri, and I'm indonesian if anyone wants to chat (especially if ur a fujo/fudan) u can pm me   2 reply
22 01,2018
22, with my fiancee. Honestly I have conflicting feelings about sex it's good but sometimes it's to much.   reply
20 10,2017
I think it's better to save for marriage, just in case of a baby comes up, and I had a bad trauma about sex but it's reallt up to u and ur beliefs or comfort really. I waited until I was 22 and with my fiancee because it was more comfortable for me and I'm not really the type that wants to... taste all the fish in the sea (tbh I think sex can be qu......   1 reply
18 10,2017
BDSM stuff, spanking/pain inducing without major blood loss, collar/bondage , biting, choking (with caution of course) being dominated and insulted, but praised skill wise. Oral is unexpectedly growing on me, I hated at first but my boyfriend seems to love it, and suits I don;t know why but a guy in a suit is just bliss   reply
22 01,2017

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I was diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) since college, and I have abandonment issues. I don't believe in marriage but sometimes I believe my dream is to have a nice family, I love my fiancee but being attached to one man scares me. What if I'm a terrible wife, what if I don't love him. Things can go from hate to love to hate for me with him. Sex is more of a chore for me than joy but I was assaulted when I was young so that may be a factor. My wedding is around 6 months from now and to this day I still don't know if I love him or is he just the easy way, so I don't have to be alone.

How can you tell when you're in love?
20 10,2017

People are doing

did listen to a song on repeat

ANYTHING FROM ALNST, YES, I AM STILL MOURNING. SUA IS ALIVE AND KICKING.

1 hours
did piercings

earlobe, twice. i dont like it anymore but yea

2 hours
did listen to a song on repeat

ode to the mets. listening to it on repeat isnt enough, i want it up my ass

2 hours