
why this suddenly turning cringe??Mc what the fuck are you doing??why are you so emotional sht or that??

nah, I'm not making him a cold hearted it just felt so sudden like isn't he a spy in his past life?a trained one at that?and a spy is someone whos trained to kill their emotion is it?so it feels like he needs more time to explore his emotion and the way he suddenly think the blue-haired girl as someone important when the blood demon sword tried to control him is just doesn't make sense

I don't think he killed his emotions totally even in the first timeline and that could be why he was only a 3rd rate assassin. Because he was reminiscent of his life when he was dying and felt bad for himself so I think he's always being vulnerable where his parents and family are concerned. Even see how he was willing to go above and beyond for the sister to not involve her with the demon clan even thou he's not been close to her all this while. I think he always craved that love even during his assassin Era. Him training to kill his emotions doesn't mean he's perfect at it. Oh and he's always had good feelings for the blue haired guy since they met and especially when she chose to join his group
Gaia and mc's mom look alike!
Either she's her likeliness in this world connected after Gaia became the system or there's some other reason we'll find out ;-;