Birdie

I need help finding a manga I read quite a long time ago. I know I saved it, but I can't find it for the life of me! It was about a man and his lover? (I think) The man had an office job and they showed him always smiling as a kid. Both people went to the same highschool. Anyways, at his job, his boss would harass him and it was really toxic and messed up, but he couldn't quit because they needed money. His 'lover's on the other hand couldn't keep a job and eventually the man started taking out his stress on his lover. Anyways, I'd really appreciate it if someone could find this manga. (Oh, and it's a yaoi ane I think a one shot as well)

I feel really dumb because I just read this manga the other day, but now I can't for the life of me find it. I know it has more than one chapter and it's a yaoi. It's about a guy that gets into a relationship and then someone tells him that things could get stale and since his lover was straight (and very popular I think), he might leave him. So he starts having sex with him in different roleplay scenarios and then a dude asks him if he wants a sex drug and he takes it and asks his lover if he'd try it. His lover says yes and then they do it and the next day the drug dealer dude says he has an even stronger sex drug, so the dude takes it, but his lover can't handle the drug so he passes out or something and then wakes up and then they talk about how they love each other and not to do drugs again. So, um... Help?