people on this site are so predictable. constant whinging if the mc isn't ruthless. like how on earth would it make sense for an isolated, sick girl who took solace in stories to suddenly be some critical mastermind, plotting year-long revenge schemes??? go read death is the only ending or one of its 1929838287 other clones i beg. we're tired.
why is it so much like regas? something smells off here....
The beginning vibes is kinda like REGAS:
- taking care of a younger super strong Seme.
- Seme imprinted on Uke
- Uke died protecting young Seme.
- Seme grown up to be high position, strong & scary.
- Enemy keep sending "clones" of Uke to Seme.
- Seme killed them all and have trust issues.
- Uke possessed/reborn in different body who I'd now younger than Seme.
- Uke born into a pretty boy body. With bad health.
- Uke did not realise he is in different body at first.
- Uke went to find a trusted person (coincidentally proficient in medical stuff) and know about all their secret, therefore got acknowledged that he is who he is.
- Uke was gonna reveal himself, but the helper told him what's going on and he better not go directly to Seme.
(Now, the difference start. In "Regas", Uke determined to go back to danger for the sake of Seme, while here, Uke want a peacefull life".
I would say, this story also got inspiration from BL called: "Kill The Light".
Which in the story, the Uke's new body have really bad reputation, obsessed with the Seme, and have a suicidal tendency.
this aspect of the story, particularly yoohan's grief, shame and guilt, reminds a lot of manchester by the sea. absolutely gut wrenching movie about a father who accidentally causes a house fire that kills his two young children, and how he struggles to live with himself in the aftermath...
as vinny said it’s part of the movie. the main character, lee, is a depressed and antisocial janitor loses his brother joe, who lives in manchester (in massachusetts not england) and is left to take of his nephew, patrick. when he comes back to manchester to bury his brother, he’s reminded of his past and his mistakes that haunt him from when he used to live (aka him accidentally killing children). hope that clears things up for you!
he's so pitiful and wretched i can't muster up even an ounce of hatred for what he's done, like the blind and diseased rats that brought the bubonic plague. characters like him (don't hate me) are kinda charming; no matter how much you dislike them, they'll always dislike themselves even more.