damn. even though i really want tj to be the endgame, the feeling that he’s going to die gets stronger with each chapter. the way it’s written, the memories, longing smiles, regrets, everything that’s happening within organization. it feels like ian is already subconsciously grieving him while he’s still alive. jo is the new beginning, helping ian accept reality.
i hope im reaching tho bcs im team tj all the way lol. nothing against jo (though he isn’t as green as some ppl think) it’s just their developement simply can’t compare to ian and tj’s history. they’re made for each other both in the best and worst way possible
just binged the whole 30 chapters and my brain is fried what the fuck is going on.. ngl at first i thought this would go into a different direction and there will be more depth to the plot and characters, like it was obvious that there’s sth seriously wrong with adrian but i thought he would turn out to be more of a gray character with some kind of developement later but no, he’s just straight up evil. he’s irreedemable at this point. so i guess this is just another toxic rap*y story with wasted potential
everything about ian is so alluring like damn i can’t blame those two for being so obsessed with him