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So sue me okay I felt this manhwa like a Bingqiu fanfic on a spiritual level

I'm a bit ashamed of asking this but is there any manga...umm where goth alpha female or just dominant female has a Twinkish Boyfriend? Like smth like this also (girl Must be Seme). I'm glad. That I can easily find my interest here

So I want to reread a manga but I only can remember a part of it so it goes like thiss... so a guy likes doing a one night stand but he doesn't like being kissed, so what happen is when they are doing it, the other guy kiss him and he got slightly mad and said "I said no kisses" or something like that... I think he lives in an apartment(not sure)... ang the art style is kind of similar in 19 days... that is the only thing I can remember about that manga... it is not "love jinx"...

I admit to being creeped out by the new age gape. How the f is that supposed to work? One is 20 and the other is 55. 20 and 55! In ten years Blondie is 30 and the bottom is 65. When Blondie is 35 the bottom is 70. 70! 35 and 70. You can’t tell me this is awesome.

I need the raws!

Why can't some hot delivery guy come in and fuck me as well

does anyone have link to the raws??

I'm glad i already read the raw before eng translation out in mangago... I'm not frustrated

while reading this I always had this bittersweet feeling, maybe it was because I related to Kirino and seeing so many of my feelings and thoughts translated into a media that I love like manga and stuff rlly hit hard. at some point I was js breaking down because I got and felt how Kirino felt. this manga is truly amazing and rlly got me immersed

I just read the comments up to 4 pages and it’s only dick size, sexy scarred bodyguard, beautiful art, toxic hot sème… yes, I agrée with all those XD… anyway I was just wondering if anyone noticed the plot in the background with all the appealing distractions and did anyone re read all 13 chapters in one go, I did that after he said I missed you to see what I missed… I’m obsessed with this story now.. I’m sad I know lol..

This is not a spoiler but just my assumption of the backstory…this goes back and forth so bear with me.

Mi uem has met sème in the past but doesn’t remember him, probably when they were younger. When he met sème the first time in the bathroom there’s a flash back mi uem has talking about his curiosity with a younger, skinny looking friend with dark hair and a bandaged wound on his arm… then the fact that sème said he missed him, makes me think that skinny boy is sème all grown up and physically changed now, or not…but there is no scar on sème’s arm… unless the wound healed without leaving one.

There’s another flashback Mi eum had while watching the guy with the knife have a go at sème and we see an older man holding a bottle attacking a boy (probably seme, old man might be someone related or not) in the superimposed images…the shot closes in on the scar on his neck, so I’m not sure what happened there but he definitely got the scar from that incident and probably the limp as well…smexy bodyguard swooped in and saved the day, ahem xD….there’s a comment seme makes after it’s over about how he cries when things get hard and runs when scared, makes me think it’s happened before, might have got the limp in an accident after he ran?

Sème seems to know his scar at the back of his neck, from the way he scratched and caressed it during their blowjob… and bites his neck before they have sex after mi eum says no to bathe him… so I’m guessing he’s definitely the boy in the flashback.

Seme seems protective but at the same time acts as a brute towards Mi eum, he definitely wants him, his conflicting actions makes me wonder what happened between them… apart from the toxicity, and sexy distractions the story’s mystery is well done so far, sorry for the long rant, why did I start reading this so early?!… huhuhu xD

Who's who: groups & characters in the story –
Group:

The Mercifuls- a powerful gang that deals internationally in drugs (crystal meth) and weapons. Currently the top gang in the New York City (NYC) area

Royal Roader: an automobile-themed casino. Also used to launder money (hide the origins of money gained illegally- in this case, cash gotten through drug deals). Owned by Ross Trautvein

Mass- a computer-savvy money laundering gang. All members but one were killed during a drug transaction between The Mercifuls and Ross Trautvein. The lone survivor and the one who killed his fellow gang members was Gren Heims, former foster-brother to Shingun Moon. The cash they were transporting went missing. Later, it was revealed that CIA operatives confiscated the money before police arrived on-scene

Lump Spark: an automotive service center. The CIA used the shop as bait to draw in the owner of Royal Roader. Jake Gillan helped Shin get his job there

CIA: Central Intelligence Agency- a civilian foreign intelligence service of the federal government of the United States, officially tasked with gathering, processing, and analyzing national security information from around the world, primarily through the use of human intelligence and conducting covert action through its Directorate of Operations [Wikipedia]

Translation of the above bullshit definition of the CIA: a spy agency that will do pretty much anything drastic if they feel something threatens the security of the US

NYPD: New York Police Department. A fine law enforcement institution with several corrupt members being paid-off by the Mercifuls, Ross Trautvein, AND the CIA. This is what happens when politicians cut budgets

Unnamed motorcycle gang: a rival gang that was attacked and had members killed by the Mercifuls. Led by man named Mateo

The Calvin Skylars: another rival gang. Not much info on them yet, but The Mercifuls are their enemy

Costco: fifth largest retailer in the world. A good place to buy personal hygiene products, slippers, and lubricant in bulk. Also known for giving out free samples, though Shin and Jake only got samples of each other


Characters:

Shingun "Shin" Moon- orphaned and brought up in the foster care system. His drug-addicted foster-parents scammed the system to get payments for fostering children, but neglected and abused the kids. Shin later turned an interest in cars into well-paying job, but his ex-boyfriend had him arrested and then black-balled from the automotive industry. This left him unable to get employment and led to him being back out on the streets, hustling for money. That is how he met Jake- he tried to hustle him

Jake "Jay" Giilan- a high level member of The Mercifuls, but he is also an undercover CIA agent working secretly to take down gangs and to root out corrupt government officials. He is known as a cold-blooded killer, but he only kills members of gangs as part of the CIA’s mission to eliminate them. Jake's assignment is to infiltrate and provoke gangs into taking each other out. Shin currently doesn't know that Jake is a spy

Benille- Mercifuls underboss, he also has a side fashion business and dresses flashy. He is higher level than Jake in the gang. Jake’s strategies that put The Mercifuls on top and his willingness to kill without hesitation is why he is trusted by Benille. Recently, Benille noticed Jake acting suspiciously out of character (appearing in a soiled shirt, being late when he is NEVER late, etc.) and gave him a not-so-subtle warning. He may not look like it, but Benille is extremely dangerous

Ross Trautvein- spoiled son of a wealthy politician and owner of Royal Roader. He is also a major drug dealer, with clients in high level positions- one of them being Senator Connor. He is also bribing government officials along with members of the NYPD to help cover up his illegal activities

Harry Wilde: front man for the Royal Roader. A pervert who has a thing for dark-haired men. Both Shin and Bukovitz shudder whenever Harry-- on second thought, let's just forget about Harry

Caesar- also a CIA agent, working undercover as a mechanic at Lump Spark. She reports on any activity involving Ross Trautvein. Jake is also using her to keep tabs on Shin, but her genuine concern over Shin's well-being bothers Jake, who feels she is getting a little too close to Shin

Izmel- a bearded man with a forehead scar, he's another CIA agent who is also working undercover as a member of The Mercifuls. He appears to have the position of being one of Benille’s bodyguards, so he is able to gather valuable information on the gang

Rolfe- CIA Director. She is Jake, Caesar, and Izmel’s boss

Gren Heims- Shin’s former foster-brother. As foster children, he and Shin were used as drug runners for small gangs (passing drugs and bringing back payment). Gren found gang life attractive and unlike Shin, he embraced it, becoming addicted to drugs. He’s flitted between gangs, most of them violent, and has done jail-time for blackmail and robbery. Like Jake, Gren is a cold-blooded killer. Unlike Jake, he kills to benefit himself. Gang-life environment and drug use has profoundly damaged Gren both mentally and physically

Liam- owner of Lump Spark. Loves money and free donuts. Has no clue the CIA is using his shop for their operations

Oren- Lump Spark mechanic. His physical appearance reminds Shin of Gren

Bukovitz- Lump Spark mechanic. Bearded, huge and intimidating, Shin thought he was a Merciful gang member at first. A gentle man who loves dogs and elephants

Hosung- one of Shin’s friends, he’s a butcher and resident of Chinatown in NYC. He’s also an informant for the NYPD and has a circle of hacker friends. Shin did something to save his life once, so feels he needs to pay Shin back a “long time”. He is currently helping Shin find out who and what Jake really is

Mateo- Leader of the unnamed motorcycle gang. His brother was killed in a past attack by The Mercifuls, but in some deal unbeknownst to The Mercifuls, Jake spared the life of his brother’s son, so Mateo owed a debt to Jake. Jake used the debt to have motorcycle gang arrange a drug transaction with Ross Trautvein, whose reputation as a dealer is now in shreds. Mateo’s gang intends to get their revenge on The Mercifuls, but they aren’t strong enough to pull it off alone. If they combine their forces with Ross Trautvein and another gang called the Calvin Skylars, they’ll have an even chance of winning. Jake is doing what he can to bring that gang war on

Senator Connor- faceless (so far) politician who has illegal dealings with Ross Trautvein and is now a new target for the CIA

Austin Mel- Shin's ex-boyfriend, who had Shin arrested for assault. Shin punched Austin for trying to force him into doing a sex act he didn't want to do. He's a backstory character and if he knows what's good for him, he'll stay that way

Hot Dog Man- always seen holding a hot dog in front of his open-wide mouth, but never seen actually eating it. Possibly searching for bigger hot dog