
I used to pray for times like this… so many fics and mangas of alphas just straight up ABUSING their omegas…
Like it’s been years of reading nothing but r*pe, objectification, borderline slavery, like oh my god I needed this…
I was beginning to lose hope- like why can’t we have a healthy relationship, hm? Why’s it always gotta be so much suffering?

Just because you’re suffering, doesn’t ultimately justify you dragging others down with you.
Your trauma may explain the reasons why you did this, but you are still a shitty person beyond that. Meddling in a happy relationship just you what- didn’t like it? That’s no excuse.
Apologize, and fix it. Then go on about your life, oh and get therapy.
I like to think she lost her powers cause the god of that world saw how nasty her heart was and just took their blessings away from her
“Oh, the girl I sent to bring light and peace to my world! Let me see how she’s holding up. Oh… oh my. This is… disgusting. Her heart has blackened beyond repair by her own hand, she’s no longer the child I blessed in her mothers womb.”
Bestie, that's exactly what happened ( ̄∇ ̄") he even took away her blessing slowly so that she'd have time to change ways and repent but... you see how that went